Meh!

[Saggi]

There were lots of things you did not know
You not being there stopped the flow
All these things I could have shared
Yet it seemed to me you never cared

The day you walked away from me
Would be the last time I would see
You or hear from you
My life then showed a different view

I’d turn to share the joy I felt
Reach out for you as my heart would melt
Look to see where you would smile
To get used to this it took a while

When I wanted to call to share some news
I couldn’t without treading on someone else’s shoes
It was like you shut and locked the door
A part of my life, you were no more

An empty space where you once lay
No one to catch the words I say
I remember feeling it was so unfair
Yet I could not say, you was not there

Today the tears flow from my eyes
My mind throws out the what ifs and whys
So much it seems I need to ask
Yet what’s the point? It’s in the past

It didn’t warrant words back then
Would it be wise to trawl it all back again?
At least being here is somewhere I know
I just return each time you go

This place is now so sacred to me
It’s where I go to just be me
It is somewhere I do not need to share
Nor do I have to, you’re not there!

Love and hugs

Jo

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