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Originally Posted by linda_b
stress has been building since a few months after we were married. tried to leave several times. just didnt go thru with it. now i have. not divorcing but who knows later on. i kind of think he is relieved.
i just need the peace and quiet as well and think about if a certain person will contact me. i hope he does.
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So your marriage was not working but somehow it lasted for 26years....
There seems to be someone else.
How does the other person feel about you leaving your marriage?
Just my own personal opinion is that you should focus on healing from your divorce first. Then you can determine if the other man still is someone who you want to be with.
Often when we are in a troubled marriage (I am in one myself), our mind wonders off to another possible relationship that is not true in the physical reality. The idea of the perfect/better relationship is just in our imagination and often far from the actual reality.
That other person has not gone through the daily grinds of the physical/family life with you and has not gone through the life's challenges with you yet.
So, it is easy to form a very romantic image of the other man at the moment.
It is best to have a realistic expectation of the other man and also to re-exam your true feeling for him during your separation.
Most importantly, take care of yourself. This is the time to be selfish and devote your time/energy solely to your healing.
It will be good to do something that would make you to feel whole and independent again.