Bus on a Water Slide

[Sunset Dragon]

Thanks all, and also for the songs of course.

I've been continuing to feel the effects of repressing my thoughts and feelings. It seems to be something that is accelerating very quickly. I noticed this morning, for instance, that feelings of frustration and anxiety were stronger than usual, and I simply had no energy to fake smiles or interest in other people, whereas usually I do. So, with that in mind, something is definitely in process. I may have to prepare myself for an unexpected blast of emotion because I do sense something in myself crumbling, like a dam that's about to come tumbling down.

Something that has popped into mind now is that I'm meant to be starting a course next week in the city. Because there has been so much going on in my life, I've been dreading it, and the closer I get, the worse I've been feeling about it. There's a good chance that something might happen in me around that time. I'll see if any other dreams provide insight.

[Michelle11]

Ah, well there you go. The cityscape in the dream was the situation that was bringing up the rollercoaster and awareness that you are suppressing your feelings. You have a frame of reference now to see how you are physically and emotionally responding to a challenging situation in your life. You are starting to let your guard down. it can feel scary because we don't know what will happen to us but it is a good thing. Suppressing all that stuff just creates a lot of discord in us and it eventually blows so keep going with it. You are doing a really good job learning to walk through all of it. Just take the class one day at a time. I think you will be pleasantly surprised how well you coped.

[Thunder Bow]

You are in the middle of making some choices in life. Some may seem scary or out of control. Those are potential roads or tracks you can follow. You are at a standstill right now, while you decide which road to take.