MIND GAME SPIRITS

Today I thought I'd write down for 5 minutes one of the spirits words I'v heard for 3 years everyday.He likes to sing while he speaks.and does make me smile but plays mindgames.He decided to take the name of one of my favorite music stars Slim Shady.When he first came to me I was laying in the bedroom and he came in as a brown tribal pinnochio mask and announced I am a compulsive liar.After a few weeks he said "Slim Shady is telling the truth.He loves cooking,cleaning and grocery shopping and yoga.Gets really excited and is thrilled I am writing this down.Once in a blue moon he will quote a biblical verse after I write or do something other then that he is a mindgame spirit and I could live without him.He also claims he's my boyfriend as the spirit.Not all spirits are like this but I wanted to show people the type of thing not to take to seriously.Each day I will try to add a 5 minute conversation so you can see what mind games are.

I picked up a pen ready to record and this is what he sung...

"Slim Shady likes to talk when she wrights it down.Your my girlfriend.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.Your a voodoo priestess.That's right! That's right! That's the right answer!I'm letting you know.I'm letting you know... Frankies not in love with you.(my lover)Yes he is! Yes he is! I'm sorry.I'm sorry. You are so comfortable.We are going to move out of here because you respect us.We have to move out.Please get a microphone.Please get a record player.You are so smart. (another spirt innterrup"No she's not.I think she's an idiot").Pray to God.Pray to God.Please use your microphone when your with Slim Shady.That's going to happen.That's a proper girlfriend.Voodoo priestess.Then we go in the swimming pool.Now I like you but don't know if we paid the rent? I am so scared because it's overdue.Please pay the rent on time.Slim Shady loves you.Slim Shady thinks of you.Slim Shady's girlfriend...beautiful disaster.I can't believe this writing with a pen."

That is 5 minutes worth I'll keep adding different days.I figured some people would be intrested in the mindgames some spirits play.

I said I was only going to take 5 minutes out of my day to record 5 minutes of mindgames as I usually block them out.But by doing this a newer spirit about 2 years old requested I do it with him.It is filled with mind games but I found it intersting because at the end he stated "he is nothing at all.This spirit does not try to be my boyfriend has a gruff voice and is stern.I hear him about once a week.Anyway here's another mindgame.Out of all of it, his final words intersted me the most.

"Work with me.Work with me on writing it down.Beautiful disaster I am letting you know I am behind you.I am very old.Voodoo Priestess.I am letting you know I am in human form.Change the story.I am really frank(my lover)Beautiful Disaster Beautiful Disaster.Beautiful Disaster.Your not in love with Frank.I am compulsive.I believe this.I can focus.Beautiful disaster.Want my name? I am not going to tell you everything.Your with slim shady that's not a problem(the spirit that thinks he's my boyfriend.I am god.I believe in nature.I believe in flowers.I think you are getting stronger.Because you are open.Because you love me I am god.Because you love me I am an evil spirit.Did you take your medicine?I am god .I am god.I am god.You are a voodoo priestess.That's good writing it down.I have no pen.When you see meI'm going to eat you.Beautiful disaster.Beautiful disaster.Beautiful disaster.No I won't.No,I wont.I'm going to kill you.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm going to explain this.I am nothing at all.Very good.Very good.I think you are listening to my father.I think you respect me more"

Well that's 5 minutes with another mindgame spirit.He does not bother me much though.It really is as if he's nothing at all and basically he can be whatever I want or love.

Originally Posted by Venus

I said I was only going to take 5 minutes out of my day to record 5 minutes of mindgames as I usually block them out.But by doing this a newer spirit about 2 years old requested I do it with him.It is filled with mind games but I found it intersting because at the end he stated "he is nothing at all.This spirit does not try to be my boyfriend has a gruff voice and is stern.I hear him about once a week.Anyway here's another mindgame.Out of all of it, his final words intersted me the most.

"Work with me.Work with me on writing it down.Beautiful disaster I am letting you know I am behind you.I am very old.Voodoo Priestess.I am letting you know I am in human form.Change the story.I am really frank(my lover)Beautiful Disaster Beautiful Disaster.Beautiful Disaster.Your not in love with Frank.I am compulsive.I believe this.I can focus.Beautiful disaster.Want my name? I am not going to tell you everything.Your with slim shady that's not a problem(the spirit that thinks he's my boyfriend.I am god.I believe in nature.I believe in flowers.I think you are getting stronger.Because you are open.Because you love me I am god.Because you love me I am an evil spirit.Did you take your medicine?I am god .I am god.I am god.You are a voodoo priestess.That's good writing it down.I have no pen.When you see meI'm going to eat you.Beautiful disaster.Beautiful disaster.Beautiful disaster.No I won't.No,I wont.I'm going to kill you.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm going to explain this.I am nothing at all.Very good.Very good.I think you are listening to my father.I think you respect me more"

Well that's 5 minutes with another mindgame spirit.He does not bother me much though.It really is as if he's nothing at all and basically he can be whatever I want or love.

What this spirit said makes perfect sense now that iv'e taken the time to ponder it for a couple days.He said he is in human form and I am listening to his father they also mention I am telepathic all the time.It seems it may be possible for some humans to communicate telepathically as Babalaw is a voodoo priest that means"Father Who Knows the Secrets".This would be amazing if I were communicating with the living and dead.Writing this down has given me new inspiration as I can figure out what they are trying to tell me.

I have also figured out what they have been doing the past 4 years I have been going through telepathic initiation and it has been very spiritualy enlightened.This quote describes what they have been doing to me .Today I have clarity.I finally have the message.

" In the recent years, the practice of traditional Yoruba Ifa priests (from Nigeria) has come to the diaspora of initiating women to be Iyanifa or "Mother of Destiny", but santeria or "lucumi" practitioners do not accept this practice as dictated by the Odu Ifa Irete Untelu which states women cannot be in the presence of Olofin or Igba Iwa Odu and so cannot be initiated as divining priestesses. This is a major difference between santeria Ifa practitioners, and traditional Yoruba practitioners from Nigeria (though it should be noted that not all areas of Nigeria have this practice). Instead, women are initiated as Apetebi Ifa (bride of Ifa) and are considered senior in Ifa to all but fully initiated Babalawos
I went through a marriage ceremony ritual with the spirits through an intense vision and also they call me voodoo priestess so I have went through both.It is the nature of voodoo to be tricksters to enhance the mind to figure it out yourself.

So I've been reading more and I did not understand it before because all I was reading was hatian and new orleans voodoo.Everything makes so much more sense now as I've put together 4 years of visions,dreams and telepathic messages.The reason I was not getting it is because this is a special voodoo I have been initiated into and I see from reading it is sometimes that the creator picks the person and not the person's choice.It is IFA religion from Yoruba Africa.The visions started as frank my lover coming to me and giving me a telepathic ring which he held in his hand.And then began the ceremony.I was asked to put on a wedding dress and being my first experience I am afraid to say as I was alone I had fun with it and put on a white gown.Plus the creator came to me as the person I wanted to marry.As the spirit says he was frank and he is god and in human form. Ifa religion uses the bible as well and in Isaiah 54 it says how god is your husband and comes in the form of hosts that being man.Anyways for a year after my hair fell out about 1/2 of it I could not understand why as it was healthy and beautiful and undyed at the time.I began to have dreams of cutting it and when researching the Ifa initiation which is a marriage to the creator found that woman shave their heads for the marriage.This past 4 years have been at times very hard and spirituality uplifting at the same time as I used to suffer from occasional depression.All this time I have been practicing IFA religion without reading a book.I am going to take it as a blessing as it was extremly hard at first but I can actually say I am kinda proud and now wish to meet others in the religion.Perhaps a trip to Africa one day as they have a foundation.I am so glad I decided to write things down and actually listen fully to the spirits exact words as now I know what is going on.To me the god of IFA religion is the same as the biblical god as in english his name means simply creator unlike new orleans voodoo which is bon dieu which means good god which is still pleasent.I am going to try and get my hand on an IFA book which is filled with poetry but I don't think anything will compare to the real teacher of it as that is why initiation is done to bring the spirit.They chose me with only having a christian ,mormon life study.But as I said IFA uses the bible.I've been talking to god all this time and been ignoring him no wonder he's upset.It is also comforting to know that despite the other beliefs the Yoruba are right a woman can be in the presence of god and be a voodoo priestess not just the man otherwise I would not be called one daily.It says in the bible to fear god.His mind is infinite and combined with slim shady the trickster spirit things are definately confusing to my feeble human mind.

[Orbie]

Apologies if I offended you Venus, it was not my intention hope all goes well x

Oh you did not offend me at all you stated a fact they can be mean I've gotten used to it but my meditations and dreams point me to things like chapters in Isaiah and even though "God " is a loving god he also calls jacob names like worm.It is pretty overwhelming.I am not sure if I want to be a voodoo priestess as I really like other religions sometimes I have shamanic voyages with animals and shaman during meditation when I follow my vegan diet.But I do know I've went through the initiation to be one.About %80 of my visions dreams voices are voodoo which is combined with christianity being vodun.I did not want to accept it at first because the visions showed the black magic voodoo just like in the movies some where so gross they showed cannibalism and hexing.They also showed the priest/priestess side that being root work ,blessings/storytelling etc.They say the trickster spirits are similar to the devil so in a way they are demons but in voodoo nothing is evil or good it just is.I have learned after 4 years to be passive and only focus during meditation so my mind does not go into conversation with them all day but it is unavoidable to not hear them.It took me a year I was an open book before I learned to focus on other things and just let them speak without responding and wasting my day.

Well I did not get much today in 5 minutes except that a new spirit came and he wants me to focus on the spirit of prophecy which I will have to look up one time in the future.As I called the trickster spirits mind game spirits instead of trickster they have adopted their new name since making this post.This is what the new one had to say he was explaining what mind games can be but not giving very much information perhaps in the future he will contribute more or perhaps disapear he calls me by my given name though and seems more respectful. I changed my real name to venus in the quote.This one has a vibrating voice and does not sing just speaks.He demands my total attention though.

"Mind games is a test of your focus.Mind games is a voodoo tradition.No it's not a voodoo tradition.Mind games is a voodoo ritual Mind games is the perfect weapon.Why do you think of frank now?(my lover I suppose they want my whole focus)Why are you so comfortable? I think you have picked your religion.I think you have voodoo magic.Focus on me.I can make you suffer.When you focus I make you spiritual.Mind games are the answer to voodoo religion.Mind games are the answer to prophesy.Mind games are the voodoo apocolyspe.Mind games are the answer to your questions.Slim shady innterups."Venus is a good person I think we better stop now" continuing with the first....Mind games are the answer to your problems.You ruin our religion.What is wrong?Focus on the spirit of prophesy.The spirit of prophesy is your friend.

Basically I suppose what he is saying is what I call mind games, when I begin to focus can lead to prophesy and answer to my questions.I just don't have the time in my day to devote my life to voodoo unless I was being paid for it as I must work.I have to say the vibrating voice is pretty unique.I know their is a spirit that deals with prophesy in ifa but I just started studying ifa yesterday so I forget the name.When I find it things may become clearer to me if he speaks again in the future with more imformation.He did not stay for long though

Added a few hours later.When I did not focus on him and thought of my lover he asked why? because he is a sage and does not seek love.After saying I ruined his religion I was upset in my head so he asked what's wrong because a sage does not let matters upset them.Sage are said to be the happiest individuals when they live on earth as they worry about nothing.

sorry double post

[Sozerius]

I understand where you are going with this.. and I just want to point some things out.

My partner was born with the ability to hear the spirits physically. We have truthful spirits around us that give us useful information, and support us. If there are negative entities that try to mess with us.. then we get other spirits to deal with them. Yes, I have tried wrestling with them myself, but the fact is that I can only give them so much of my time. However, the spirits have stated that they are not there to police the energy fields. If we need help, there are guardian spirits- but they only respond to being verbally asked for help, otherwise they do not interfere. You might also try verbally telling those spirits that they are not welcome in your home and that they need to leave. Especially if a spirit is just messing with you, usually this should get them to go. However, if it doesn't, then ask for a spirit to guard you from them. Keep in mind that you want to ask verbally, not with your thoughts or through energy meditation. The spirits cannot hear your thoughts unless they have the power of divinity or if you have given them permission. However, even then thoughts aren't as clear as verbal communication. Good Luck, I hope that you get more productive spirits.

It sounds like you really need to develop the ability of discernment, which is to discern the nature of spirits. That is, wether they are malicious or benevolent. This ability is extremely important in deciding which spirits you will open yourself up to. Also, focusing on more benign forces would weaken the forces that are allowing the less truthful spirits to work in your life. Keep in mind that for them to be active in your life, there must be something that is causing them to be attracted to your spirit- especially if you do something that resonates with them.

Otherwise- sometimes there are spirits that are drawn to us because we had past lives with them. This includes people who are either now dead, or ascended into a higher state than human existence.

There are dark spirits that encourage dark forces and such. These are the ones that use and endorse mind control-- which is *completely* and entirely evil and dark. It is against the spiritual laws of free will and choice. If you are practicing something or motivated to use mind control, or influence people's mind's with the use of spiritual power, then you are doing terrible damage to your karma and will suffer the consequences of it, wether that be in this lifetime or the next. I would advise against controlling others anyways, it does nothing to benefit the actual development of the soul because people need to make their own choices and come to their own conclusions and learn from them in order to grow.

If you are practicing dark or black magick then yes, you will only have evil spirits around you. The good ones don't help bad people who do consistently bad things.

Thank you.I have done that numerous times over the past years.But have discovered since seeing them in an orange glow as the living they connect to the dead these people are the height of the 2nd chakra.It is called magnetism-oppisite's attract.The people that I see living and dead were all my soulmates.Through figuring them out and researching many things we have become twin flames.They are very pleasent as you begin to develop their mind frame over much study.I fully have mastered the 2nd chakra it took me almost 33 years.I had an equilibrium with many satanic personality's and have learned dualism.Besides I bath in exorcised water and prayer to the creator as well every night.He wants me to continue my work as he provides me with clairvoyant dreams.