Taurusnsane, the gut is always right remember! But always analyze what happen to you or that person before to follow your gut, to be sure.
YS, eh it's hard to focus on you after all what happened, the weird situations and to not feel enough for them but all is important for your journey, even if you dont like their decisions (i only accepted) it's better to think about you and "move on", for now
. I should follow what TF said to me about my negative traits and becoming a better person, for me. Future is open and you wouldn't never know when your TF returns. But if they are twins, it's sure they would return.