Developments on my TF relations :-)

I have noticed that now TF and me will have sort of some intense weeks of contact and then some few weeks of no contact from both parties. And in those weeks of no contact, we are actually evolving and slowly our insecurities are moving away. I am never the 1 to contact first though, because I feel the 'guys' should be the first 1 2 initiate.

I even muster up enough courage to tell him that I love him and even told him indirectly that He is going to remember "who is in him" every single day for the rest of his life. We have lots of humor in our relationship. He was not offended but I was smiling and just satisfied that I let it out. I know he have his own insecurities to work and the way he is finding it hard to "realize and accept the connection because he would call me late at night to say he can't sleep and we will just talk 'nothings'. And another time, he was drunk and texts me at 1.00 am to tell me that " i have to wait for him", although in the mornings, he did not back up his words. So I just gave a smile and know this is a TF thing. He is always in control and it is when the control slips sometimes that I can see the real feelings inside. :-)

And every-time I am feeling the hurt because of the separation of our souls which is reducing day by day, he feels the same and in that times, our talks are very awkward but after it passes, we are back to our mutual humorous self.

We played poker last night on FB and He doesn't know how to play that well.. LOL

Another new development is that I have a marriage proposal which I feel neutral about and I guess this has make me wants to speed up things with TF because TF or not, we are still on earth and needs to adhere to its laws.

thanks for your patience..:-)

I still go through that with my TF. Only recently have I started initiating contact (guess I'm involving). I now accept the connection. He still struggles with it. The ego is still very much there on his part but because I've gained so much clarity his ego almost looks like his second skin to me. He still is hiding behind that shell
I was praying that my evolving will help him with his
Only time will tell