Desiring Love

I have never met my twin flame and the term is rather new to me. But ever since I was kid, I often felt like there was someone out there desiring me as much as I desired them.

I would love to find that person. I've had many crushes and liked a few guys but nothing ever hit my soul on that level. Very few guys in my life have I felt enamored with. I wanted to know them better. I would even fantasize about them. But my soul was still searching. Whenever I meet guys, some have said, "You're the one!" and I played the game wanting to believe that they were the one too. But they weren't and I eventually sinked into a depression because I could never get close enough to that one who I know is desiring me as much as I desire them. And I tried to deceive myself into believing that the one I was with was "the one".

I don't know who they are. I just know they're out there.

[Spiritlite]

I found when I didn't think about finding the love of my life, he appeared to me, I left it in God's lap or the Universe' lap and viola six months later he literally "appeared"
Spiritlite.

Originally Posted by Spiritlite

I found when I didn't think about finding the love of my life, he appeared to me, I left it in God's lap or the Universe' lap and viola six months later he literally "appeared"
Spiritlite.

Yup. I did the same thing.....except it took about a year and a half to manifest. When you give God that kind of control over your life, thats when He makes magic things happen that will just blow your mind. But its not something that will just be like "BAM. Happily ever after." This is the hardest relationship ever because you have to heal from old insecurities and baggage and you change so much along the way, but it is worth it. God can write a better story for our lives than we can ourselves.

Throughout my life, I've dreamt of a "mystery man." Sometimes it was a faceless guy I happened to be making love to and other times it was a guy standing at the end of the aisle on my wedding day and I couldn't see his face. And now that I've found my twin, I'm a firm believer that those times I had the dreams of the "mystery man" was really him all along.

[mystical]

Originally Posted by Spiritlite

I found when I didn't think about finding the love of my life, he appeared to me, I left it in God's lap or the Universe' lap and viola six months later he literally "appeared"
Spiritlite.

yep same for me too , all my life i have been serching , then soon as i stiopped and was happy with what i had suddenyl he came along , love comes along when u least expect it mine came within three months