what is your kundalini experience?

[Shivani Devi]

Okay...something just happened and not sure how to explain this.

Has anybody had their kundalini rise while they have been fast asleep? not only once, but about 6 times?

The whole experience was harrowing, to say the least.

I was fast asleep - dead to the world and dreaming I was meditating.

Suddenly, she rose like a rocket, a searing blast of fire up my spine and every muscle in my body tensed up, like I was bracing for some kind of impact.

At that point, I was aware and awake yet I was still fast asleep. I tried to open my eyes, but I couldn't. I tried to physically wake up, but I couldn't.

Along with the heat going up my spine, it felt like knives were stabbing my spine too and the muscle tension kept getting worse until my astral body was forcibly ejected from the physical one.

I had never felt so much sheer terror in my life and I heard my name being called - it was my mother's voice, like she was right beside me, but I am alone in the house.

I was having a night terror, a really bad one and I wanted to wake up...snap out of it but I still couldn't...it took a long time, but I was finally able to open my eyes and the dark room was glowing with a supernatural light...I did not like this one bit.

So, I thought 'phew, glad that's over' and tried to go back to sleep.

As soon as I fell asleep...cue round 2. It was like somebody turned on a switch and it happened again - exactly the same as before.

I really hated this...I was fighting it every step of the way. I started chanting Shiva mantras, but that only made it worse. I became totally paralyzed with fear.

After the 5th time, the fear started to subside a bit and I decided to 'go with it'...no matter how damned freaky and uncomfortable it was and the intensity lessened a bit, but I was so physically, mentally and emotionally drained, I just couldn't put up with it anymore.

So, the last time I managed, with great effort, to force myself to fully wake up, I decided to get up and post what just happened.

There's no bliss, just an incredibly and totally spaced-out feeling like I am not here.