Astral Hospitals / Jails

[LostintheLore]

I'll admit I have a problem with alcohol. I have gotten a DWI in the past and it has been a trauma I work on everyday. It obviously caused a lot of shame and I believe the consumption comes from a strong desire to find authenticity. I am taking steps to deal with my problem so I don't go down a similar dark path. Even though lately I have had a better handle on drinking, and I focus on spirituality to change my patterns, I will cave and drink too much. I decided after Sunday that I am going to give up alcohol and perhaps join an AA program.

The reason this post is titled Astral Hospitals / Jails is almost every time I go back to my old ways I end up having an OBE of some kind. It is like Scrooge. I will be shown life paths I could take, alternate timelines, usually with pretty bleak outcomes. I go through intense interrogations by Astral Police, counselors, angels, guides etc. I also believe I have been in an Astral rehab facility. These occurrences seem like years.

I was wondering if anyone has had any similar incidences? Are these just dreams? Also if anyone can share some insight on how to "play" as an adult without harming myself or anyone else. Like I said I think I'm desperate to have "fun" without feeling guilty like I should be focusing on work, school or creating. Sometimes I just want to check out. But there must be a healthy way to do so.

Thank you so much, Love and Light!