My neverending battle in trying to be positive.

[Dargor]

Originally Posted by headincloud

Hello I'm Julia and I sometimes get clairvoyant images around people, I wouldn't underestimate your own strength you're dragging a huge concrete block behind you which is chained to your shoulders and great strength is evident. I'm not being shown what your problems are or anything else intrusive simply that you are cracking this as next take you're sitting on the block chains are released, sun is in the sky and you're eating an ice-cream.

There's imagery of 3 peacock feathers indicating great pride around this feat and this is from someone coming in around you with protection and shed load of love so know that you are supported and watched over, it's a male energy feels like a grandfather connection but I could be wrong not well tuned in.

I think some people are tested more than others and oftentimes we don't understand the reasons why at the time, suffice to say your colours are being tested and you will be rewarded accordingly, draw on your spiritual strength and trust that everything is for a reason.

Kinda confused at the male energy part, but other than that I really hope and wish you are right. What you guessed about the huge concrete block chained to me is accurate and very applicable to my circumstances. It would be my greatest pleasure to break free and throw it right back at the face of whoever chained me to it. Either way, thanks for the post.

[Dargor]

Originally Posted by naturesflow

All it takes is a shift in your current view of yourself. Like changing the channel on the TV remote, you know?

Then you can affirm this if you want and change that part of your mind that believes all this your saying as the potential of truth in yourself.

"As of this moment I am letting go of myself in this way I see myself, I am from now on going to check into myself when I throw my own pity party and actually decide to be different, because I want to be"

But then do you want to be?
There is the most important quest and question..


(you could change your name as a first step. Instead of Slayeroflight. You could become -Santa'sSlaybells..haha..Christmas cheer can help lift your spirits, but I don't buy into that stuff unless of course I am already up beat and dancing happily or open to actually allow myself to shift and feel it. So you know you got to do the work on yourself to find that inner jumping for joy person, but as I see it, changing the attire helps to shift your energy in the direction you (MIGHT?) like to go.)

No.... Maybe it's that simple to you but not to me, and it's also rather irrelevant. I am this way because of certain circumstances that keep me entangled, so it is impossible to just ''switch'' my attitude like a TV channel.

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To everyone else: thank you all for your support and advice (even though I didn't ask for it, but oh well). I don't have time to reply to every single one of you, but know that I have read every comment here and appreciate what was said, so don't feel like it was a waste of time.

[freejoe]

i can well imagine the battle your in trying to stay possessive
many times you you help your self in an karma wise unlawful way to energy of others and yes than karma takes it away from you and you have created your on problem . stop taking away from others what you need your self yes there are many cover ups and states of denial which you make to look like others there problem ,all the silly way you fool your self to play 'that game'

[shivatar]

Originally Posted by SlayerOfLight

No.... Maybe it's that simple to you but not to me, and it's also rather irrelevant. I am this way because of certain circumstances that keep me entangled, so it is impossible to just ''switch'' my attitude like a TV channel.

so its circumstances that are to blame, not your higher self?

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Originally Posted by shivatar

so its circumstances that are to blame, not your higher self?

My higher self can go to hell, there's only my current self right here and now and that matters the most to me.

Originally Posted by SlayerOfLight

there's only my current self right here and now and that matters the most to me.

Some people go years and years to get to that realization and with that realization they see that they were there the whole time. Just preoccupied with getting there caused them to not see it fully.

[dream jo]

yep
i need

lenr
lern be postiv 2 insted thng negtv thrts i do

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Originally Posted by Badcopyinc

Some people go years and years to get to that realization and with that realization they see that they were there the whole time. Just preoccupied with getting there caused them to not see it fully.

Personally I don't believe there is such a thing as a ''higher self'' though.

Originally Posted by SlayerOfLight

Personally I don't believe there is such a thing as a ''higher self'' though.

Children who have no knowledge of higher self, chakras and LOA are still in the moment enjoying life. I aspire to be more like a child every day. unlearning all that i can to get back to that level of peace/presence.