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09-06-2017, 09:21 PM
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Master
Join Date: Mar 2014
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sad today. miss you!
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09-06-2017, 10:51 PM
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Knower
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Location: UK
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Originally Posted by Flyawaywithme
When my tf broke my heart. On the phone I asked her to allow us to have one last day as it has always been. Friendly texts and maybe a call. I'm sorry, Rose. I miss you.
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I feel you're pain 
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09-06-2017, 10:54 PM
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Knower
Join Date: May 2017
Location: UK
Posts: 104
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its been 1 whole week since i saw your face and i know there are many more weeks to come where i wont see it, who knows if i will ever get to see you again, i should gain comfort in noing you said you will never forget me, but that is not enough!
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10-06-2017, 01:11 AM
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Master
Join Date: Mar 2014
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I don't know much what to say any more it was like as long as I could be mad at you I could say something mean but I'm not mad right now so I dunno... mabye I should just be mad some more at least then I would know what to say 
But anyway I'm at a point in my meditation I've been wishing for for years! but now I'm wondering, will I take the next step or will I just stop? It is so strange that I don't even know the answer! This path I am on is so strange lol!
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10-06-2017, 05:43 AM
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Knower
Join Date: Mar 2017
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Hakuna matata
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11-06-2017, 11:35 PM
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Master
Join Date: Mar 2014
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If I choose one, and want them, my hand WILL get burned in the fire. But they aren't allowed to want me. So if there is a way forward I have to go alone. But I'm not sure I want to do that either. Maybe it is time to go back to sleep, this whole life was such a waste.
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12-06-2017, 04:55 PM
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Master
Join Date: Jun 2013
Location: Salford, UK
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Sigh, I don't know if you'll even see this, but I don't know how else to contact you. But I just wanted to make one more apology - for denying the connection, and for even accusing you at one point of projection. I was wrong, and you were right; I just couldn't understand why you seemed so sensitive to me when I couldn't seem to feel you any more, but I think the connection might have triggered some unconscious fears of intimacy in me, maybe some feelings of guilt and shame because you knew exactly what was going on in me, and I shut down without even realising I was doing it.
I'm so sorry... as I say, I didn't realise I was doing it, though I doubt that'll come as much consolation to you. The funny thing is that, as I've worked through my inner resistance, I feel like I can feel you again, I'm aware of these feelings of hurt and betrayal that don't feel like me somehow... though maybe I'm projecting, I don't know.
I'm so sorry, H, I'm feeling like a guilt-ridden idiot right now... I hope you're well, I hope you've found happiness in your life.
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12-06-2017, 06:32 PM
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Master
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Hey there HumanB.
Just wanted to say that even if whomever doesn't see or respond to your post above, the fact that you have come to the place where you can own your actions and even apologise for what you felt was hurtful and/or untrue is something.
And it's a very decent and generous thing to let that person know, or to try to do so, as best you can.
Peace & blessings 
7L
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Bound by conventions, people tend to reach for what is easy.
Here we must be unafraid of what is difficult.
For all living beings in nature must unfold in their particular way
and become themselves despite all opposition.
-- Rainer Maria Rilke
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12-06-2017, 07:21 PM
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Knower
Join Date: May 2017
Location: UK
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Its been over a week since i last saw your face! and i'd be lying if i said i hadnt missed you, but mentally i feel in a better place already, maybe you wernt as good for me as i first though!
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13-06-2017, 07:31 AM
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Master
Join Date: Jun 2013
Location: Salford, UK
Posts: 3,240
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Originally Posted by 7luminaries
Hey there HumanB.
Just wanted to say that even if whomever doesn't see or respond to your post above, the fact that you have come to the place where you can own your actions and even apologise for what you felt was hurtful and/or untrue is something.
And it's a very decent and generous thing to let that person know, or to try to do so, as best you can.
Peace & blessings
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Thanks, 7L, I really appreciate your kind words
Edit: It was the least she deserved, in truth, given how I behaved.
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Last edited by A human Being : 13-06-2017 at 10:51 AM.
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