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25-12-2016, 01:55 AM
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Well it's Xmas I read my Celtic book which was a gift to myself and read the take of fedelm in it.
I didn't think of you except for a brief moment,imagining you on Xmas morning.
I don't know why there is so little love passing between us I don't mind Ihave so many other passions beside you.
But it was lovely before and I don't feel lost to you.
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25-12-2016, 05:50 AM
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I loved you. I don't anymore. You blew that. I feel somewhat satisfied now that you hate me. Maybe I'm masochistic or something.
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25-12-2016, 05:51 AM
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Merry Christmas. For what it's worth.
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25-12-2016, 11:38 AM
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I heard all about you today, saw you online and thought about saying merry christmas but ended up having a water fight with the kids. Every time i closed my eyes i saw your name and the artwork so vividly. I felt you when you were watching me and it made me smile. I was watching sens8 again and thats what brought on the feelings i was having this morning. Will and riley are so us. Thays what made me cry. They are so similar to us only less crazy. I love you even though youve been stressed about my choices and your own life and everything in between. Next year will be a good year. Im just hoping for a miracle so i can hold you for newyears.
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25-12-2016, 12:10 PM
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Join Date: Jun 2013
Location: Salford, UK
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I don't really hate you, it just hurts when you twist the knife. But then I understand why you do it, and I can't really blame you.
Merry Christmas, I hope you have a nice day.
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25-12-2016, 12:12 PM
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Master
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Location: Salford, UK
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Double post. Last time I try using the 'quick reply' function!
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25-12-2016, 05:46 PM
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Join Date: Sep 2016
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Why have you chosen to hurt, i just fail to understand. I fail to understand this world is a mere prison of pain. Why do people rater chose hurt above kindness, tell me fore im just a fool which always believes into the good core of the people. Why is it that i get hurt so much?! I just wanted to be loved, i dont know how it is to be loved expect of my own but even there i fail often. Dont understand...im sad.
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25-12-2016, 05:49 PM
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I just feel like your love was a lie. You say I was supposed to be different. But I feel the same way, that you were supposed to be different. I feel like I am defective and unworthy of you, and anyone else now. It just feels like I was used, tbh. And now I expect that from everyone. I feel objectified and devalued. I feel discarded and unwanted.
So, that's why I enjoy twisting the knife. I like causing the pain I feel on the inside. So you can really understand what I'm going through. It feels justified, like revenge served cold.
And maybe, maybe I wish you would hate me, because it would give me more fuel to not care, to remain bitter and uncaring towards you and towards myself. Because then I don't truly have to feel the hurt you caused me.
Honestly whatever love and enlightenment I developed was completely destroyed. And maybe I can empathize with you (understatement since I can feel everything anyway)... But God I know like this I don't really want to.
Last edited by LadyMay : 25-12-2016 at 08:31 PM.
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25-12-2016, 08:40 PM
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Well you're a bit gone this morning I don't know why.
I read a beautiful Hungarian fairy tales yesterday of great lovers.
I'm longing to paint,perhaps I will paint you I doubt I love you enough to paint you.well maybe I do.
I feel I've winded down today I don't know the cause,still I don't need you at this present time.
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25-12-2016, 09:41 PM
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Guide
Join Date: Jul 2016
Posts: 535
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When a man loves a woman
Can't keep his mind on nothin' else
He'd trade the world
For a good thing he's found
If she is bad, he can't see it
She can do no wrong
Turn his back on his best friend
If he puts her down
When a man loves a woman
Spend his very last dime
Trying to hold on to what he needs
He'd give up all his comforts
And sleep out in the rain
If she said that's the way
It ought to be
When a man loves a woman
I give you everything I've got (yeah)
Trying to hold on
To your precious love
Baby please don't treat me bad
When a man loves a woman
Deep down in his soul
She can bring him such misery
If she is playing him for a fool
He's the last one to know
Loving eyes can never see
Yes when a man loves a woman
I now exactly how he feels
'Cause baby, baby, baby
I am a man
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