A really weird presence/experience...

Hello all

Ok I don't know where such a topic would go and so I thought I might put it here.

The other night I lay in bed and closed my eyes-I visualised a white light entering my body and surrounding my body but also AA Micheals blue light (as I do every night before going to sleep) I sort of felt a bit funny and so decided to visualise white light in my whole room and as I did I saw a weird image in my mind's eye:

I saw a man who was tall and skinny, he sort of looked in his late 40's, he had long grey/blond hair and had green eyes (actually he looked a bit like David Bowie) but his face was sort of a bit like a wolf so he was half human and half something else...he was just staring at me-and I could not concentrate on anything else-it was as if he demanded/forced my attention on him and he was crystal clear.
After a few minutes he started growling like a bear and his teeth were sharp-he tried to come towards me but I used white light again around my body and in my room-he slowly came forward and I asked AA Micheal and Angel Serena to help and protect me but this man remained in my mind-it was hard to get rid of him and I was using white light and even sending love his way and pink light.
Then he decided to "jump" on me but I used white and pink light and he was paused in mid-air growling and trying to break free and get to me but the light held him back...I kept on visualising lights and it was a struggle but in the end I was successful...

Any ideas what this could be about?

Surely white light helps to protect. What concerns me is that he forced himself into my mind's eye after I used white light and asked the angels to protect me...

I have seen him once or twice but now I can get rid of him very easily.

Has this happened to any of you before?

Can you please advise me?

Thank you all,

Take care and lots of love,

S xxxx

hiya,
looks like you have a beastkin spirit around you. I dont know much on them however I would like to know how long has it been going on that youve seen this beast. Its possible that its a specialised trial that you may have to let it (dont let him in just yet, you would be wise to be sure first.)

Love and blessings to all

Hello M,

Ok this just happened I think it was Sunday morning-as in around 3am-ish.

I basically went to a gay bar with a friend of mine Saturday night and there was one woman there who kept on staring at us-she was really weird and she made us all feel uncomfortable-she tried to talk to a girl that we started to talk to and after a few minutes this girl turned around and asked me to help her, she said that she found this woman scary and that she felt very uncomfortable. She even talked to my friend and my friend said that this women was not nice and frightening. I didn't manage to talk much to this woman and when I was going to the ladies I saw security push her towards the exit and throw her out.

I cannot help but feel that perhaps this woman had something weird going on-she really did look as if she was on something and not quite there and there was something really weird about her that we couldn't quite figure out.

So it started to happen from last Sunday. I sometimes see this spirit in my mind but now it seems I have control over it. At night I hardly ever see it and its presence is very minimal now.

I tried to look up beastkin but it all comes out with game forums-am I doing something wrong?

By the way since I saw that spirit I have noticed a lot of shadows flying around apperaing and disappearing in my room when I switch off the light at night. I left a scarf of mine on my bed and when I moved it I noticed black smoke coming off this scarf-but I didn't take this scarf out with me the night I went to the club.
It's weird as it seems that white light sort of doesn't work and as if by instince I have started to visualise golden/white light that I use to protect myself and it works.

Btw: what do you mean by it's a trial? Am I being tested in general or is this some kind of test concerning my development?
I've been looking into developing my mediumship skills and also on entities-it's as if I'm drawn to research these things...

Am still a bit confused.

Thanks a lot for your reply.

Take care and lots of love,

S xxxx

hiya,
finding about real beastkin is really difficult as very few documents hold any info about them. They are often refered to as were-creatures. This woman might be a "demon in discuise" and might not have control over her frightening presence which may cause effects if its strong enough.

By a trial it could be something helping you develop. Its been happening to quite a few people to my knowlege. If its not a test then I suggest you try thorough banishing or attempt asteral combat. It might sound unlike you to use violence and I have a feeling it will put you off, however as soon as a beast knows its in trouble it usually flees. If you would like I could drop by and give you a hand.

As an alternative you could try playing music to soothe the savage beast. It surprisingly works if you can find the right tunes lol.

If you are drawn to researching spiritual skills go for it as it may help yourself and others.

Love and blessings to all

ljepotica,

You said you do this light thing when you lay doen to go to sleep. Do you do any kind of grounding before hand? I'm no expert but I think you need to be careful when you are opening doors to 'good' things, 'bad' things can come through too.

Have you ever seen the Brian Froud faery deck? The creature you're describing reminds me of encounters I've had with Glanconer. Although, he's never growled at me, he can be quite demanding and borderline aggressive at times. It sounds like you've already found some tools that are helping, such as surrounding yourself in golden light and white light. Have you also envisioned a shield around you? I do this when I feel threatened or whenever I go driving with little Riven. I envision a gold or silver shield around us, protecting us and letting in only love and light. Also, there has been presences in our room (little Riven sleeps with me and my hubbie) but our Himalayan salt lamp, and three crystal wands by our beds, seems to help keep things at bay. I still see and feel their presence, but with the crystals, soft light, and the golden shield, I set a clear intention that I only want to be approached when requested and only through love and light. However, it hasn't been helping the webs that seem to be growing stronger at night. Has anyone else ever noticed this? Any suggestions? I keep seeing these geometric-spiderweb-like patterns, they grow larger and larger, and hover over us. My husband sees them to but when he does he's in a dreamstate and never recalls it the next morning.

Well wishes! Let me know what works :) And if it's Glanconer, he doesn't mean any harm, but he does need to learn respectful boundaries.

Hello all,

Thanks for your replies.

Well the funny thing is that this man hardly ever appears now-I only see him fir literally 5 seconds and that's it he goes and I don't feel scared or threatened or anything.
It's funny that you said demon in disguise M as when I happened to look at this woman in the club I couldn't but help feel that she was from elsewhere-basically from another world and she seemed to be on something. Her image remained in my mind after I left the club and I couldn't but help feel that there was something wrong with her.

I've not felt anything else weird after the incident with this man or the woman and so I wonder if it was not some kind of test to see how I would cope.
If anything I feel less "frightened" and "confused" in general than I did before.

I've been using a golden light to protect me now and I also purchased some angelite and perhaps it is helping as it is a stone to help you contact the angelic realm.
I actually feel really happy and relaxed in general and I wonder if whether or not in some way I got rid of my "demons" of the past life-by past life I mean I feel as if I'm beginning a completely new life and maybe the "demons" of my past life came in the form of this beastkin and tried to test me-but I'd say I won.

Thank you very much for your replies guys.

God bless you,

Take care and lots of love.

S xxxx

LJ,

Looks like you've got this well under control now. And you've been given some solid advice by people on this forum and in the know. I know very little and have not experienced anything on this level. But what I do know is this:

There is no good and bad - there just is. This does not diminish the feeling of being freaked out when such things happen to you though.

There are spirits that do stray into what we call 'darkness' either intentionally or unintentionally.

There is one word that they do not like at all and that is - Jesus.

I don't know if this is of any help to you - and I certainly have a very limited experience with such matters - but maybe it can help you fashion an affirmation or prayer for future backup.

Take care.

Oh and By the way ...

This is not coming from some dogmatic christian positioning. I am referring to Jesus as the man as a separate entity from what we conventionaly associate with church knowledges - if you get my drift. Don't mean to offend anyone not into that stuff ... feel free to take it or leave it, as always.