"dream work"

just thought i'd share a dream i had about a week or two ago.
my sc and i we're getting married, but on the day of i had all this random "work" to do. as the ceremony was supposed to be going on i was chopping wood, and felt absolutely defeated. I wanted to just get all of my "work" done and I knew I wasn't goinf to finish in time. Of course, in the dream I didn't make it to the wedding. He came back that night afterwards and he just looked at me with the saddest eyes. The next morning he wasn't at "our home", but i had a feeling that he knew i wasn't ready because i hadn't gotten through all the previous days work.

That was pretty much the extent of the dream, just thought it to be intruiging.
...and i'm going to go off in a mini rant here, but yesterday was his bday, we don't speak but are friends on fb so i wished him a happy birthday there. I miss being a part of his life...

[EricDraven]

Originally Posted by DeepIntotheBlue

I miss being a part of his life...

That touched me, in a good hurt kinda way, Thanx. I miss being a part of her life too. But I also most days (not every day lol) am thankful now that I truly, really, deeply know that feeling.

[smARTistic girl]

That is my biggest problem. When we are apart, no matter what I do I find that I miss him an indescribable amount. If I get frustrated (and i do!) and try to give him up, it becomes excruciating. :( its a pain I wouldn't wish on anyone.

I don't need to be the center of his universe, I just need to be a part of it.