psychic terrorism

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A former friend and acquaintance and another acquaintance have been doing what i can
best describe as "psychic/telepthic terrorism. I have been dealing with this for a while, but lately
it has gotten worse and i fear for my safety.

"______" as they are referred to in my mind have been making me constipated. I haven't been able to go to the bathroom in several days.
I experience it as a sort of beam of energy that is pushing my stool further back when i should be having bowel movements. I have been unable to stop this force from entering my body. It is very much a violation. i am being raped. I need a way to defend myself, and please don't waste time on talk of "cord cutting" rituals or to burn sage in my room. This is much more powerful then the typical psychic attacks that i've heard of. Everything i've tried, for lack of a better simile is like trying to stop an axe murderer with a water gun.
Aside from this I have frequently been threatened of a "heart attack" potential. I know i have high cholesterol and sometimes high blood pressure too so this is more than a little frightening.
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Also it is as if my energy is being siphoned and i'm being made weaker. All of these things are openly bragged about. The goal seems to humiliate and
intimidate me, and i think there is also an big element of sadistic pleasure to say the least. They frequently tell me that my life is a Marquis de Sade novel not a romance novel.

I am alienated and in a vulnerable position. I don't have many friends. Fear and questioning my sanity has prevented me from seeking spiritual help. Again i say this is not just merely delusions and voices there are actual deterimental psychical effects taking place.
I wish i could deal with this on my own. I can't pretend it isn't humiliating. If i could've stopped them i would've by now. I don't know what the answer is. I know i'm not the only person going through this sort of thing, but the typical recommendations for psychic defense just aren't working. I wish i could go to the police but i'm pretty sure being telepathically tortured doesn't sound very credible or sane. Also while they may be bluffing they have threatened to frame me for murder among other things.
I try not to give up my power and make things worse then they are, but if they can make me constipated then why couldn't they give me a heart attack?
I pray there is someone out there who understands what I'm going through and would be able to intervene on my behalf. These are only people but they are powerful and they utilize telepathy in order to torture with impunity.
i am afraid to put out personal information regarding the people doing this to me. They are Satanists. I don't have anything against Satanism but their interpretation of what it means to be a satanist is unambiguously evil and cruel. There is no reasoning with them. Good does not always prevail. Love does not always conquer I am skeptical of the things i hear in my head that they tell me. I try not to be ruled by fear but i am legitmately concerned and there has to be something i can do. I want to bring this abuse to the light and find a way to put a stop to it.