A confession

[Spiritual_wave]

Today i.e., on 16/6
I finally said out the words I've been holding back from almost 10 months now. And I kind of felt nothing.

There is this feeling in me , that I know for sure I want to spend time with him and be close to him.
Except, it is not possible for some reason that even I find hard to figure out.
In 2018, i know it's his soul that assured me(i dont even know him in person at this point of time)
The more I try to make things between him and I work, the more I they are falling apart.
Even now i see synchronisation, when I think certain things about him.
The numbers of his date of birth, or relevant dates in the clock/time.
Why is this happening when I know for sure he will never reach out to me

[~Lioness~]

All I know is everything can change in one day.

[~Lioness~]

Life always works out. Things always turn out in your favor, even if it doesn't go according to the original plan. Find comfort in knowing that all that you're currently experiencing is a transition and transformation period that's leading you to where you were meant to be.

[FallingLeaves]

i just wanna cry about all the times i put effort into making things work, only to get stonewalled.

right now I'm stymied because I just got stonewalled without even wanting the other person. It is like they picked me as a personal project to want to slap me around.

As if that doesn't happen sometimes too...

But I should know better than to write about it here because it sometimes makes it worse. Sigh.

Anyway I no longer try to reach out to females, because it just hurts to hear the word 'no' constantly. But at the same time I'm sad because I know that for that same reason you said noone will be able to reach out to me either, and I'll be alone until the end of time.

[~Lioness~]

I'm sorry to hear someone treated you unfairly, that really sucks. Dating is rough these days for a lot of people actually, myeslf too, even making friends can be difficult

[Native spirit]

There are not many people that can say Their Life Plan has worked out the way they want it to.
there are twists and turns along the way.
But always keep Hope because you never know what is going to happen.


Namaste

[Peaseblossom]

Yes dating-in search of true love-is hard to find these days.

Today, I told myself, maybe I should just let it all be. Enjoy my serenity (and emotion) n my contemplative life. Because, if I had been married, say, five times (Not! Once was enough) then maybe marriage isn't for me!

And friendships, they are hard too because if they are really good, yearnings for more can occur.

So I just let the tears flow. They are cleansing me.

[lamb1]

Originally Posted by ~Lioness~

All I know is everything can change in one day.

This really helps me last days. Im grateful for that words