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06-02-2018, 02:47 AM
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Master
Join Date: Mar 2014
Posts: 6,417
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now you've got me lost in memories of that old horrid reality where I'm always trying to manipulate you again. I really really tried to let you know in advance I didn't have any intention of pulling that stuff on you but you didn't catch on I guess. Or didn't believe me. But who could blame you for doubting? Sometimes I don't even believe myself any more. Sigh.
I suppose I just have to live with my memories of what was until whatever comes next. Good thing for me is I have every hope it will only be a couple of days.
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07-02-2018, 01:54 AM
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Master
Join Date: Mar 2014
Posts: 6,417
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hi sweetie -
things going good I should get over myself by the end of the week 
today for the first time I realized exactly how toxic my birth family is for someone like me. Probably just as well I didn't see it until now though, as I wouldn't have known not to worry about it until just now. Now I understand, inasmuch as I sometimes want to go screaming and running to the hills in an attempt to escape reality gone bad, all there is to do is put one foot in front of the other and try not to harm others. I wish I would remember that when it matters!
there is something else I also wanna say but I don't have words for it right now. Maybe I will try to pen something tomorrow night...
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08-02-2018, 12:13 PM
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Knower
Join Date: Mar 2017
Posts: 212
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08-02-2018, 04:04 PM
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Master
Join Date: Mar 2014
Posts: 6,417
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i started seeing people more as they are instead of how I want them to be. Illuminating, but depressing.
I guess I'm wanting to quit this. It is clearer than ever we cannot be together - you are just going to hurt me ad infinitum and as usual I'm tired.
Wish the others were any better but they aren't, not really. Sigh.
edit - i guess I don't want to keep *trying* to adapt to others when all it brings me is pain, but it isn't fair to ask others to try to adapt to me either. So I'm feeling, if there really is no way to be 'together' then I just have to accept that.
another edit - now my family has me feeling crazy again. I just wanna scream. I just hope the spirits aren't fooling with me...
Last edited by FallingLeaves : 08-02-2018 at 10:27 PM.
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10-02-2018, 06:40 PM
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Experiencer
Join Date: Nov 2016
Posts: 251
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How cruel it is that the universe once brought us together only now for it to conspire to keep us apart.
I wish I could see you just one more time. And soon.
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12-02-2018, 01:35 AM
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Unmistakable.... in the chest. You felt it too...
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12-02-2018, 10:09 PM
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Master
Join Date: Mar 2014
Posts: 6,417
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i suppose cooking bacon is wildly different from eating it. If only I too could live the careless life of a connesuir!
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13-02-2018, 05:54 PM
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Deactivated Account
Join Date: Jun 2014
Location: Multi-dimensional
Posts: 1,889
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I can't believe I made that so complicated when I already knew better.  Must have been the so-called 'human' part of me. HA!
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13-02-2018, 06:51 PM
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Experiencer
Join Date: Feb 2017
Posts: 391
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sometimes I say and think things I shouldn't say
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14-02-2018, 01:49 AM
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Master
Join Date: Mar 2014
Posts: 6,417
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well things going good... only one more hurdle. This has been amazing! Just waiting to see if it is really meant for me
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