I finally did it!

Wow that's awesome! I'd love to have an astral projection and I've been trying for years now (on and off). I know I had a couple of false awakenings, but that's the extent of it. And lucid dreams, I used to have these as a child...I keep saying the affirmations every evening to myself before going to sleep, but they're getting lost somewhere along the way, never reaching me in my dream...

[astralsuzy]

I find I can ap easier when I do not have to go out to work. Perhaps it is because my mind is relaxed and I do not have to think about the time. To solve that problem I will have to try when I go to bed except I always roll over and go to sleep. I will have to sleep on the fold up bed. When I use the fold up bed I am more determined in wanting to ap. It is a lot easier. I hope I will not change my mind and I will use the fold up bed tonight.

That was my problem too. I'd always just wind up falling asleep. After I finally had this AP, I wasn't really able to get any REM sleep till this morning, and was finally able to lucid dream again. While I didn't have an AP, I did wind up contacting someone in the dream state that I think was another living person.

I wound up getting pulled from behind out of this light room and down some kind of long hallway where it was getting darker and darker, but I just couldn't get away. I wanted to go back but couldn't. So finally I decided that were ever I was being taken, I'd just do my best to bring Light with me. So I turned around to face what ever it was that was pulling me in. This didn't feel like I was leaving my body though. It felt more like someone taking control over my lucid dream.

After I stopped moving, everything went pitch black, and then I found myself sleeping in a bed. Fortunately for me, I already have established conditions on certain kinds of contact in place, because this person was forcing them self onto me. So at least I wasn't actually physical feeling any kind of penetration.

But I was physically feeling some kind of heavy sensation cutting back and forth across my chest, like someone was desperately trying to get my attention. I had put my hands over the areas where I was feeling it, to try and stop the surface feeling, but when I did that, I started feeling it much deeper inside my chest. I told who ever it was, that I was going to put a stop to this dream if they didn't tell me who they were. Then all of a sudden, I saw some guy laying right on top of me. He said his name was George. I'd gotten this feeling that since he actually did make himself known, I still didn't have enough control to get out of the dream. I asked him what his last name was and he said he didn't know it. So I asked him if he just made that up to beat my challenge and he said yes. Then I asked him what his name was before George, and he said it was Becky. I told him that he must be a negative entity then. And he said I never thought of myself as being negative. To which I replied that he wouldn't be forcing himself onto me like that if he weren't some kind of a negative entity.

The whole encounter was kind of strange, but I do get a feeling that this was a living person. I'm just glad that I wasn't actually feeling any of that sexual part of it, even though it was kind of turning me on at a primal level, because I'd been wanting to make love to my guide every since he showed up in bed with me a few days ago. I've just never been crazy about having sex with people I don't really care about. It's very unsatisfying.

[Xan]

The whole encounter was kind of strange, but I do get a feeling that this was a living person. I'm just glad that I wasn't actually feeling any of that sexual part of it, even though it was kind of turning me on at a primal level, because I'd been wanting to make love to my guide every since he showed up in bed with me a few days ago. I've just never been crazy about having sex with people I don't really care about. It's very unsatisfying.


Trieah... This is great honesty. I hope you post it over in the Astral sex, Spiritual sex thread.


Xan

I suppose I could copy past it over in that thread. This would make the third time I'd met up with an actual person in a lucid dream state were sex was attempted or involved.