unbinding the spirits from there past??

I was just reading up a little and i read a site where a women painted a picture of a Lemurian spirit that was bound by the ankles, the women worked with her and got her free and now the spirit wants to offer her a crystal.

it brought to mind the dealings iv been working with. im not sure but im quite positive there extreamly dark. they have a permanent fixture in self discipline of personal erotic emotions. they torment me and defuse the light greatly with me.

well its seemed that one of my purposes is to deal with them in a way that the women delt with the Lemurian spirit. im not wondering if ill receive anything if i help them The Creator knows i will never for give them for what they done to me. but the path no matter how hard i try to avoid it is always standing there weakness to the dark. there ( as they put it ) programing. stating there programed to act this way. i tell them there week and try very hard to change them into something better.

does any one think this is the path im on where i have to work the dark into the light so they can see there wrong. there weakness of being walked by something darker. i dont want to do this. but i always find my slef answering there questions regarding how to hurt me. how to get away from what they are how to help me. and it goes in that order to.

should i just give in and purposely try to help these things. cause right know its just a bunch of yelling like at children. they dont want to change. they like hurting me. and every one else. i dont know who they are i just know they are a consciousness. a dark side of humanity. they are the reason people act in the dark. i dont want to forgive them, i dont want to help them to the point i told The Creator i was disappointed for wasting my life the way it has been. i dont want to be here to help them. i want them gone. there very evil and childish. and i mean they love to induce the anger and darkness within them self to watch them self flood the there next act in acts of evil. i just cant see why i was choosing to remain in contact with such demonic points of space.

things are getting better. but they try to trick me into forgiving them so they can move on to the next level. there idea they have flooded me with is if they can get me to forgive them they can carry there darkness over to the next level with them.

i dont know who they think i am but i keep telling them if they want to be forgivin they need to anounce them self to the world and have them forgive them not me. which now that i think about it (which its all in the magic) this is prouble a way for them to anounce them self to the world and be forgivin.

Iv lost my frickin mind.

help

You know im currently working on growing. they atacked me when i was very week and im in the process of growing out of what i call the dark consciousness. to the point i can feel them when i meditate and breath. they dont allow me to hold my breath and cause me to take shorter breaths.

why give me such a pain in the A@# that is so strong to start with. i dont know what im doing everything i have learned is from trying to protect my self from this thing that can control my breathing. knock me off balance. when i doing exercise. get in my thoughts and keep me from having an inner voice.

putting me in the possion to have to do something about this thing or i cant live my perfect life. to the point i cant hold my breath in meditation. and he wants me to see him. something does. i was told to night, when this one is gone i will see the beauty in being able to hold my balance and my breath through meditation. by good spirits but still. so how does one go about turning a dark consciousness that has physical control over life in a field of pure enjoyment basking in the dark manipulative forces. to the light.

basicly how to you remove the rifle from the snipers hands?

[LadyVirgoxoxo]

Was this lemurian spirit evil and harmful? Anyway I feel that this isn't the right path for you. No offense but I don't think you can be able to handle bringing these spirits into the light. Please seek help from maybe a priest to get these spirits away from you. I get really bad feelings.

Your right! Two years of being possessed, and no change from spirits that have chosen me. I’m doing something wrong. any help?

Thank you for stabbing my reaching hand.

it really shows your extent of your path has taken also.

A good teacher can answer any question. A poor student doesn’t know it will ever Teach.

About seeing a priest, they don’t have any answers. Seek God, ask for forgiveness and accept Jesus. but no one does anything except take medication when provoked with a situation like mine. I opened up to the work of the light and i still don’t see a answer for every thing. i see lessons teaching. And real help. Not one of the above answers will tell you to work the spirit into the light. they will throw water on you and call it dismissed.

iv been walking the spirit into the light threw what i have learned through people like you in the past 2 years. i just don’t see any more significant change in the one I’m dealing with. He is even fighting it. He haunts me every day. And do i leave him alone. Just not answer. This is my last option. But he is still around. And i can feel him bother me.

Maybe I need more time with this one. Im giving up to easy. Take any route but don’t ever tell any one there not cut out to be a light worker.

[LadyVirgoxoxo]

I'm sorry I was just trying to help. I'm not too sure if you were trying to insult me through t hose two messages but if you were I' mfine with it. I'm trying to help you. I'm r eally good at empathy and I did a reading on you that resulted in telling me that this isn't the right path for you and that you will end up being possessed forever. Nothing will help. But if you want to do this go ahead. I'm just giving in my two cents.

well thank you. i appreciate your understanding. I just find light workers to be very spiritual people and maybe i do need to just leave this entity thing alone. but i don't want to stop living the life of what i have become. if i cant handle this thing then maybe i will have him the rest of my life. but that's not fair to me to have to live like this. i believe the center has an answer for me i just have to find it. do you have any other ideas of paths to acquire. Preferably where my im involved. not so much the religious path.

do you think that is part of being a light worker. knowing when to give in to such a entities. i mean maybe i didn't write my first two post the right way. i don't want to give up on this one. but i was wanting to draw the line and i don't know how. he has infiltrated my life in such a way its tormenting. i would like to think that your reading came up that way cause he influenced it to. i have to deal with these entity working mysterious routs to confuse me and intertwine me in miss lead understanding all the time.

Sense you do readings ( see i dont do readings i see things but its not at will. like they told me to work with my father cause he wont be around much longer, but that is at there will. i cant find this information on my own and i would like to evolve too) maybe you could try to find out what this is for me.

I see it and im aware of it. and i can tell you its not a everyday ghost or spirit. this thing is very strong. and i see it as a level of consciousness. like the Jesus consciousness. it provokes my actions in everyday life to derive from his desires. regardless of laws of the divine. for instant. if i were to play with magic. latter he would get me to see something on tv to block what i just did. and i see this in my actions. he is not a spirit. he is a negative influence in life. he is the reason we have aggressive behavior towards the each of us. this thing is responsible for negative emotions. it has this type of influence over all of man. bringing this to light will you ask if this entity will ever be cleaned from humanity? not just my self.

basically he is my negative thoughts. he puts them in my head. i can see the difference between his and mine but he is always trying to get me angry. or aggressive. im not the type. he pushes for me to yell at him and call him names just to manipulate his own emotions towards others. its almost like i can say when i yell at him. he has manifested his mind in mine so i will yell. then he is basically swinging at him self through me. but he loves this. he loves getting me to call him week and wrong. he fuels off of it. and i try so hard to just ignore him and approach him in love. he has told me he doesn’t want me to feel love. and fights it.

Sorry I was abrupt with you. I just hold a high place in my heart for light working. Its brought me very far. In coming from schizophrenia and paranoia to complete understanding and control over what I have. I understand know that it wasn’t me causing all the problems but a entity. And light working has leveled the playing field greatly when I work with this entity.

What you are describing sounds an awful lot like a negative entity that has attached itself to you and is feeding off the negative emotions it can provoke from you. Have a look at Robert Bruce's site: http://www.astraldynamics.com. You can contact him directly for help at his website.

[LadyVirgoxoxo]

What exactly is a light worker? Do they do this kind of work constantly? Bringing bad spirits into the light? Or is it more than that? I think iolite has a good answer as well.

[SeekingTheShift]

Spiritualysurrounded… This spirit/essence… what ever it is, does not read like something you want to keep around you.

The feeling I get it that is has attached to you in order feed from the kindness of your energy and generally mess with you. It is blocking your growth and the true work you are here to do.

The biggest challenge will be to disconnect from it. After two years it may take a little time but it will be time well spent and it can be accomplished. If you stop your work, it wins. While you are disconnecting with the negative essence do continue in your other positive workings…

We are not given entities. They find us. The brighter your light the more that is drawn to us. You have learned that not everything that crosses our path is sweet and loving.

From my experience of trickster energy it is lesson they bring to us. The lesson of discernment! Discernment is my number one rule. Well, number one right after surrounding myself with purity, truth, love, light and wisdom for protection…

You are now ready to get rid of this spiritual energy vampire. Good for you. Learn to shield and protect yourself from here on out. There are many ways to do this and I am certain you will find the right way for you. Once you do… keep only that which is in your highest good close to you and ban anything that is less than light.

Remember you are strong, you have free will and only that which you allow will be in your energy. When you choose to stop feeding it, it will leave.

I wish you quick success in this endeavor.

Hugs, hope and blessings.