Greetings, folks.

[Fizwold]

Heya. Not too sure what to type here other then I am doing research and putting a few things into practice after/during a rather odd life, lots of stuff so I will try to cut it short.

Had been labeled as a sensitive my entire life, been given diagnosis by a few people and told even with the diagnosis I am very odd in that group. Died once...or twice....not sure when I was a kid , I remember what I can remember part or parts of the first one. Had an event when I was 18 during a relationship at night where all I can say is I knew and it was painful and many , many other things then a lull until about 2018 where I met the me-that-was-not-but-is, I call him Blue for short and ended up meeting a less kind entity that I also named that night that I could feel Blue running over like a fully loaded semi hitting a person at full speed and.... that restarted things for me.

The event with Blue, every so often I tended to go into a sort of meditative state without knowing it, finally found myself somewhere during a task and found Blue and then I started meditating on my own with intent, saw a dessert , saw a Lady In White in both dream, waking and when I attempted to sleep.

But that`s not all! (*cue Billy Mays*) But not going into everything , not yet at least.

Trying to learn and understand.

Also this forum\sites feel is soothing. I like this.