i don't have any channeled information to share with you; sorry.
my advice is to proceed with whatever course of actions which provide
you with joy in your heart. this i see as being true to oneself, and
following the path which you've intended for yourself in this life.
the specific outcomes of your actions are irrelevant, in my opinion:
your happiness is not contingent on some specific location that
you arrive at, but rather on the direction you choose to travel in.