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Originally Posted by BlueCat
I don't want a classic "run of the mill" relationship, i don't want kids and i don't want to stay always in a place. I'm already tired as hell to stay all the time in a place i really dislike. I would like to travel with my SM or TF, maybe having a similar job that make us travel or move often, many pets and a small house, nothing very expensive. I love to not be average and think out of the box, i was and still i'm the "outcast" of the average people but i'm not sad or depressed, i'm really happy and i love to mingle only with the ones that resonate with me (soul family). After TF, we become super picky and we don't settle for less, TF or a similar match that is probably a SM/SC kind of soul. I know TF will be still here and sending mixed signals or very direct ones if you know what i mean, it's fine if they want to reach full union but if they aren't ready and neither you it's really tiring and make you feel stuck.
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I can relate nearly word for word what you say @ Bluecat.
I had some of this with original twin flame.. we are divorced & I'm not looking for marriage or a relationship.. but just friends.
I kind of feel I need to just allow the groups, friends there & work on self is where I'm at. But very much can relate to what you say.
I think I was created with this close soul family that we are not many of us in close physical proximity.
What you say too about, "if they aren't ready and neither you it's really tiring and make you feel stuck." That one!
But if feel great to at least acknowledge & realize the catching up is on other side (likely so!).