Some of
my 'associations' to the dream, Tony:
What if 'God' was
all of us, thugs included?
Your signature line, "'Life is a
war and every days a
battle to me. I'm on the brink of insanity, between extreme intelligence and split personalities' - Immortal Technique" suggests that you are having trouble (a 'war')
integrating all of the 'aspects' of 'God', a/k/a Life, wherein IT's aggressive (i.e. 'masculine') aspects of appear 'negative' (i.e 'bad', i.e. 'thug'-like) to you and IT's 'friend'lier aspects appear to be 'feminine' (more like Scott and unlike
you) to you.
The Fire Station (rescue 'mission') buildings and Police Station (adjudication and power-full enforcement) buildings re-represent this feminine-masculine Life bifurcation 'paradox'. The theater strikes me as just represents=ing the arena where the 'drama' of Life 'happens'.
My guess is that the 'point' for you to 'take in' and/or 'get to' is that
both polar-modalities are
equally 'good' (necessary and desirable), but only as enactioned in the 'right' way at the 'right' time and 'right' place. If and as enactioned in 'wrong' ways at 'wrong' times and 'wrong' ways they can/may/will be Life betraying/abandoning/degrading
in effect.
If any of this rings 'true' to you, my suggestion is that you 'open yourself' by ways of 'praying for' and 'projecting' that WISDOM (the third 'corner' of the Trinity, masculine POWER and feminine LOVE being the other two) become a an actual, i.e. enactioned, component of your
soul/psyche (i.e. Life). It (Wisdom, that is) will enable you to
balance the other two apparent (i.e
seeming) 'opposites' such that you then only embody and enact either/both in the 'right' way at the 'right' place and the 'right' time.
Just throw all or whatever parts of the above analysis and synthesis which strike
you as
not making sense or
not being functionally applicable into the waste-basket.
Best wishes for a 'high' score, Game-Bro!