Possible entity attachment?

[TonySG]

Hi
I really had no idea where to post this. So I picked this forum.

Quick backstory - Ever since I was a young kid (3-4 age) I have suffered bad anxiety and fear. As I got older this turned into chronic anxiety and intrusive thoughts which always make me think of worst-case scenarios and things I didn't want. As a result of this pattern, I am often triggered into feeling strong emotions of fear.

Now I have been 'working on myself' for over 10 years. I have made some great progress and really expanded my level of awareness to the point where for the first time in my life I am feeling hopeful.

However, this pattern is still there. I have cleared so much within myself, mostly through long heavy meditation sessions but this fear invoking pattern remains. I feel it in my stomach solar plexus region the most.

So now I am left thinking, is this just a very deep pattern that was laid down very early in my life, which is the reason I am struggling with it still? Or, do I have an entity attached to me? When I was a kid I used to see some strange things but that left me as I reached around 7-8 years of age.

I am curious as to whether this entity thing is a possibility? Or should I just continue to work on raising my consciousness and eventually it will shift? I was considering working with a shaman if this is something which might help? Can anyone advise?

Thank you!

[WildHairedWoman]

What happened when you were 3 or 4? Something happened to cause the anxiety.

[Whitemage]

Nice work on the progress!

3-4 is the age where we are getting some control over our physical vehicle but aren't quite fully grounded into this new life, many kids around that age are well aware of their past live/s (something we forget about as we adjust to the new life).

The deepness of this anxiety/fear issue and the timing suggests to me that it may be something you have been dealing with for several lifetimes and you have chosen this lifetime to deal with it.

I say this acknowledging that there maybe a cause from trauma, buried or unknown, in this life.

Just in my opinion,

The entity thing is a possibility but if there is one it's an effect of the issue, not the source of the issue.

Continuing your journey of raising your consciousness and expanding your awareness is worthwhile for all of us! and will produce results one way or another. Maybe it already has produced results, such as intuiting that asking for the aid of another might be right for you at this time.

Your intuition appears to me to be serving you well, given the situation, meeting a shaman is an excellent idea. Shamanic Healing can take you back into your past and reclaim parts of your consciousness that have split off in trauma, either in this life or previous ones.
And on the chance there is some sort of negative attachment involved they will be able to help with that also.

You have my hope as well, Light, Love and Power to you!

[TonySG]

Originally Posted by Whitemage

Nice work on the progress!

3-4 is the age where we are getting some control over our physical vehicle but aren't quite fully grounded into this new life, many kids around that age are well aware of their past live/s (something we forget about as we adjust to the new life).

The deepness of this anxiety/fear issue and the timing suggests to me that it may be something you have been dealing with for several lifetimes and you have chosen this lifetime to deal with it.

I say this acknowledging that there maybe a cause from trauma, buried or unknown, in this life.

Just in my opinion,

The entity thing is a possibility but if there is one it's an effect of the issue, not the source of the issue.

Continuing your journey of raising your consciousness and expanding your awareness is worthwhile for all of us! and will produce results one way or another. Maybe it already has produced results, such as intuiting that asking for the aid of another might be right for you at this time.

Your intuition appears to me to be serving you well, given the situation, meeting a shaman is an excellent idea. Shamanic Healing can take you back into your past and reclaim parts of your consciousness that have split off in trauma, either in this life or previous ones.
And on the chance there is some sort of negative attachment involved they will be able to help with that also.

You have my hope as well, Light, Love and Power to you!

Thanks for your reply.

The past life thing you mentioned caught my attention. It would make sense it is from a pastlife since it has been with me from very early.

Interestingly my mother had a dream about her past life yesterday during an afternoon nap. Then last night I have a dream which I think may have had my old self. This person in the dream resembled me and he was in my childhood home. He didn't look very happy, he looked angry, traumatized. Had a very intense stare.

What's the best way to do past-life healing? Just self-hypnosis?

Thanks again