Possible soul family or Anam Cara

[Oneconciousness]

Hello,

I am trying to get close to my Father Figure, but seems so hard to. People he is surrounded by, seems to make it hard. I am an awkward person to be honest and I do say the wrong things and it makes it hard to get my point across. So I am embarrassing, especially to women.

I am a female, but all I care about is approaching somebody I believe is very important to me. I hate how I am feeling right now, because he seems to be unreachable, when I believe he is significant to me in my life. Look I was only 8 or 9 when I saw this man as a Father figure and I still do at my age now 34 soon 35.He is 56. I care about him so much and Don't know what to do. 😭😭😭😭

I see him as my Father, but truelly believe I am connected to him some way. This year I really need to know why I feel like this. When I had finished this message, the time was 2.22.


Kind responses please 😊🌠

[Miss Hepburn]

Originally Posted by Oneconciousness

... This year I really need to know why I feel like this.
Kind responses please 😊🌠

May I ask, when you sit with the feeling..what do you sense? Trust that.

I am reminded of the story in one of Rob Schwartz's books about a woman having a deep connection with someone.
(just an example of how we can be connected.)
He was her father and they had a pottery stand at the roadside in Roman days.
Roman soldiers came on their horses...and short version...her father died in her lap.
This life their bond was so strong...she found out why.

All the uncanny bonds I have with a few people I have for some reason been given
'visions' of our relationships in the past.
This doesn't help you, I know...but may give you hope that we really can know.