B day card

[Impulsv]

He called day after his birthday first thing in am. the energy was great on my side he asked to meet up for coffee but I froze I didn't say yes or no. The something happened five months ago when he said we should do lunch. I don't know why I couldn't say yes and when. Kept asking how id been. But it's ok I'm not over analyzing perhaps its not time. Plus I sent card not to lure him into meeting him. Well see. He was happy n thankful for card. Maybe ill call when I return from vacation.

My heart chakra is wide open. I feel so much joy that we talked. Perhaps I need to drop ego n next week call him up n say yes let's do coffee.
I just don't know why I freeze n say nothing when that's what I'd like to do. I hope he understands.