With my son having been seriously ill and in the hospital for a few months, I was 'outside of myself' more and was also outside of my usual routine. As such, I was not having to deal with problems I was having before his illness took hold.
Some time back, I posted about having issues with 'seeing' my worst fears while meditating and 'hearing' them too. I have all the 'clairs' with 'voyance' and 'audience' being my strongest so, yes, sometimes things check out. Other times, these 'impressions' have proven either to be from deep-seated fears or from things experienced in my day-to-day environment (such as a show/movie watched or discussion had with another person, etc.).
Well, today I 'heard' something while waking (I also frequently get things through while in this hypnapompic state) which REALLY upset me as it would be an awful fear realized if it's true. But I have also to take into account the fact, that I was watching a show the day before which could have influenced this 'message' as well as the thoughts I had
while I was watching it.
Still, for the first time in weeks, I had gotten back to my spiritual practice yesterday and on top of that, had ingested (for the first time) some amethyst gemstone elixir I had made so I am a little worried that what I experienced was, indeed, a psychic message.
Also, I had a dream at the star of last month about something happening on August 9th...I do not know if the two experiences are related but let us just say, I am having difficulty calming and centering myself. The fear is real. It's been a bad year (to say the least) so that, I am sure, has made me feel even more hypervigilant.
I am not sure how to get clarity here as to what went on with the message earlier...Should I 'take it to heart' or 'take it with a grain of salt'?