my ap story

when i was 9 iam sure i had a spontanoues ap experience which i always remember and i would like it to happen again. heres what happend , i was asleep and then i find myself floating towards the cieling slowly it was summer time and we had the windows open so lots of insects would enter so at one point when i was floating i observe my body thats asleep and i get closer to it and find 2 crickets near my body on the bed i got scared and quickly i woke up and screamed jumping out of the bed and my dad came to the room directly and turned the lights on and killed the crickets which were actually there . heres a thing when my astral body saw the crickets from above it felt like my asleep body sucked it in, in which then i woke up. i wished that didnt happen (the waking up) who knows what i could have done

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When you look back at that experience, what do you wish / imagine you would have done? Where would you have gone? I'm sorta glad that I'm not aware of it when I'm asleep, believe that I ap only when dreaming or deep asleep.

well i would have wanted to wander around the house even more to the outside and further

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That's what I thought, so just like taking a walk, but floating or flying huh?

I think that would be great, I think that's why I never was aware of ap'ing cause I'd be too scared / too much excitement to deal with. People on the forum who have shared their experiences of trying to ap seem to struggle with doing it and I guess it's for the same reason, but they try really hard to do it.

well by wandering i meant floating more because its much cooler and faster lol and walking when needed . i hope i can achieve it i tried a few times only and it never worked YET.