Dream that stuck with me.....

MaryMagdaQueenofQueens · #1 11-07-2016, 09:01 PM

In 2011 when I was 14 and in a Hospital for a 6 month stay I had many dreams. But one in particular stuck with me, and I remember it vividly to this day.
I was in a van in the bottom of a house. The house had caves under it. I was in the passenger seat with a police officer and a little girl that looked like i did when i was young. I was telling the police officer about a guy who was with me, and had been breaking in to the house. The officer then morphed into the man i was talking about and he placed a hat in the back seat that was full of money. We began driving and the little girl removed the money from the hat and put it in the pocket behind the seat. She put the hat on her head. When the man saw what she had done, he shot her in the head. It was explicit. I began screaming and crying "what have you done! what have you done!" He showed no remorse. we were in the country on a dirt road in a pasture. He stopped and i got out of the van and opened the back door. I grabbed the little girl up and was terrified. What will I do? I decided i had to bury her. I layed her body on the ground and began digging with my fingers. A group of turkeys came walking by, they were talking, the sounded like old women, gossiping about what ever... I was so confused. The man came around the van and didnt seem happy about what i was doing. He lifted his foot and in my horror he stomped her skull in. I saw the break in the skull and the brains ooze out and it went black. I found myself on a patio out side the side walk. I looked around and fell to my knees.... I reached in to my back pocket and pulled out a scaple and began carving letters and then words into my arm.... crying... I looked up and the little girl was there. She was holding a cup and it was stuffed with white rose petals. She handed the cup to me.
My dream ended.

H:O:R:A:C:E · #2 13-07-2016, 02:01 PM

the innocent child is an aspect of you; she is truly immortal.
she has secured some 'wealth' in a safe place for you, and
returns it to you the form of white rose petals at dreams end.
much of the 'drama' of the intervening events are "life lessons"
designed by your higher self, one of which involves the
idea of 'who can you trust' (since the trustable authority figure
morphs into a tormentor).
a main takeaway is: your innocence cannot be destroyed nor lost.