Hello, I am a newbie and found this forum after deciding that I wanted to talk to others in similar situation as myself. I have been reading and posting to a few threads and see a lot of good advice in here so I thought I might share my own story and see what others have to say.
I met my twinflame about six months ago on a dating site. I did not know much about the TF phemenon but then all my tarot readings started saying I had a soulmate connection and then then twinflame was mentioned a few times so I did some research and then realised there were a lot of weird coincidences and then I thought about it some more and got scared out of my wits and basically ran.
I told my Twin that I needed time out and didnt give him a timeframe so he popped up about 5 weeks later and asked to see me again. I was ecstatic until he said he had got back with his ex in that time and just wanted a physical relationship with me. I went back to him one more time and it felt the same, but I pulled away again and reconnected with someone else because I was feeling hurt about my twins relationship.
I believe that he is now purging his karmic relationships and will be ready to reunite with me soon. I am continuing to work on myself and have said no to the other connection as he is just an opportunist and also said he knew that there was someone else on my mind. So now it is the waiting game as I continue to purge my own stuff around 3D relationships and keep studying and learning more about TF connections.
I did a ritual a few months ago on manifesting my TF. I did have this man in mind when I did the ritual but then I read that you cannot make it about one person as they have free will basically. So I am trying to keep open mind that the ritual may produce someone else and not to be attached to the outcome. It is not easy and I sympathise with everyone here who is going through similar stuff.
I still consult tarot and they are still saying the same thing over and over again and it is driving me a bit nutty because this is no textbook relationship scenario. In the meantime I have manifested a new job, house and body and having a wonderful time of it really. I have a few things to do before I am ready for reunion so getting on with it. Thanks for reading and good luck everyone with your journey.