poems about spirituality that i have written

[MaryMagdaQueenofQueens]

I was never very dumb But I was never very smart.
I never really got a chance even though I got a start
No one ever really loved me, as much as themselves.

But I guess I have been selfish too.

I guess I am just like all of you.

Confused.

We don't know our selves, and under layers and layers of false emotion
Under layers of ego and rough tides of ocean,
Under the anger, and under the greed. Hidden behind the veil.

There is great suffering, which we must prevail.

The strength I pray I have.

[MaryMagdaQueenofQueens]

Vile Accountance of something now quite scewed
Collectively turned on the back and made lewd.
Fear and shame will imprison you all
For you have disconnected true reason with an emotional wall.
Perspective is creator of all that we know
Consciousness the womb for that to be grown
And perspective is creator; evil and good
Born into existance seeing what we would.
Through eyes a new and mind thats clear
Youre born into life knowing new fear
You are influenced by you in the very begining
And where your mind goes is where you'll be heading
Thoughts invade your precious mind
But not your own, you will find
Realize this and take your will
Awaken to choice and take your fill
Eat not of fruit that taste stinging bitter
Know that in mind there will always be better
Purity is haven, heaven control,
Evolution is moving toward the cleansing of the soul
Feed not into your tempting desires which lead you into death
But instead follow your inner hires which lead to your rest
And form Your View of what you do
to something that is righteous to you

[Miss Hepburn]

Originally Posted by MaryMagdaQueenofQueens

Fear and shame will imprison you all

For you have disconnected true reason with an emotional wall.

Perspective is creator of all that we know

Consciousness the womb for that to be grown
And perspective is creator; evil and good

And where your mind goes is where you'll be heading
Thoughts invade your precious mind
But not your own, you will find
Realize this and take your will
Awaken to choice and take your fill

Know that in mind there will always be better
Purity is haven, heaven control,

Evolution is moving toward the cleansing of the soul
Feed not into your tempting desires which lead you into death
But instead follow your inner hires which lead to your rest

I thought I was going to tell you my favorite couple of lines...
BUT, it turned out to be many!

[MaryMagdaQueenofQueens]

I stare into the sun, bright light enfolds me and I am acquainted tenderly.
With the warmth from the rays and the trickling blue space like sea above, I am acquainted tenderly. With the cool blades of grass scratching my feet and the smell of the dirt under me, I am acquainted tenderly. With the shade of the tree and the chimes of the wind, the glisten from the lake, I am acquainted tenderly.
She sings so softly in all of this color and i am suspended in the womb of creatrix, of material, of solidity. The Back Bone of this Mighty Puppetry.
And at the sound of her voice I am acquainted tenderly with the stories of my father. Of the Energy.

[MaryMagdaQueenofQueens]

I been dreaming i been dreaming i been dreaming
And it hurts like nothing-
I been dreaming I been dreaming I been dreaming
And it hurts like nothing
I aint been sleeping, cause oh I've been dreaming.
I been breaking all those walls down its seeming
And I aint counting on no deal from no demon
My god is with me, but i been dreaming.
Voices call from a different time
a year from now I might find what is mine
and in june, or september deep
I might find that my soul will weep
SHedding all those other days
and finding meaning in different ways
finding dreaming alll of the days
FInding life in a different place.

[MaryMagdaQueenofQueens]

Oceans mist so far away, sand and waves in endless play. and here i sit, so far away.
Here I sit and here I stay. Waited for oppurtunity, and it knocks on the door.
Close my eyes, I'm on the shore. How could I ever ask for more.
I see the fog and brown dust rock. I hear the sea gulls lost in talk. The ocean calls me out by name.
Its happy to see me, So glad that I came. I step closer, as it hugs my feet. It pulls me in so we can meet. It feels so strong... I close my eyes. It wraps around me, it holds my thighs.
The floor beneath brushes over me. I sink down, no one will see.
One last breath before i go... Ocean takes me, no one knows.
My closed eyes open. Now i see, the new found truth, causes a sting. The ocean holds me as fall, straight to the bottom, never stalled.
It soflty puts me down to sleep covers me with sand as i weep. It holds me close, so tight and still.
It binds my wounds so I may heal.
It kisses my face so softly and neat.
It says its time to come to my feet. It holds me up, and pushes me to the top. I begged and pleaded... She would not stop. She forced me through the top of the water.
Left me there.... only with father. I gazed wildly at this blank space. Not a thing in sight but a faceless face. From the top of the water to the edge of the sky. All I coulf see was nothing i thought i would die...
I smacked the water.... I kicked my legs.... I shouted loudly, called for waves. I screamed for mercy, to drown me still. It washed me up on an unfamiliar shore. and when i could stand there appeared a door. I knocked so faintly, tired and scared. And who was to open but a face who cared.
"come in my child, my sister, my friend. Its good to know we've reached the end."
I looked on, a stranger i saw, I looked at the person i call. Who do i call for when i am alone. Who do I yearn for deep in my bones. Who do i look to when i am confused, Who do i blame when I am feeling used.
I feel so glad, to be connected. It feels so free to no longer be infected.
A blank canvas, a free space, Always free, going at my own pace.

[MaryMagdaQueenofQueens]

You have something.
So special you know.
and that something, indeed.
Is absolutely everything I need,
I'll treat you, to everything so good,
Ill meet you, you know i would.
Can i tell you, that you can never go.
Do i have to, or do you already know.
I just get so lost in the milky water that is you.
It softens me, it melts me down into you .
i love it
when river reaches sea, cause its salty and i really love the sting.
Oh you shock me, you bring me to my knees
I can tell you that i will never leave cause you make me, you make me breathe.
Theres nothing like it.
When river reaches sea, its so jolting it really impresses me.
And i can flow forever.
Forever in you.
You carry youself so softly theres so much weight in you.
You merge just peftect with every thing in me.
I can tell you i really love it when river reaches sea. theres something to it. like i've never seen.
And its amazing when you there, and river reaches sea i can tell you about it, but its to beautiful to believe.
Can you imagine the water from the sea so sweetly suprised by the coolness of the spring.
And the river she's been waiting and she still is, just to penetrate the stillness of the ocean abyss.
And i was there to see it, emtions running high, the river and the sea will never run dry. The river coaxed me out. She brushed my down the bank and the ocean opened wide deep into i sank.
Falling to the bottom i felt loves arms around my waste
Turning into it lovely to see your face.
and some times i forget how much different we really are.
But its always the best when river reaches sea. it is always beautiful when you reach me,
You tell me of the stillness that you found way deep inside, I'll bring you all my currents i refuse to hide.
You can show me how to mellow to a stillness so profound. I can bring you movement love and sound.
what would happen if river never reached sea. The freshness of the land would never know salty.
I cant imagine never reaching sea. I cant imagine the ocean with out me.

Great! Always writing with depth and passion ...

It's like -- a thing

Keep writing -- and then write songs and sing them too!

Cheers

Originally Posted by MaryMagdaQueenofQueens

You have something.
So special you know.
and that something, indeed.
Is absolutely everything I need,
I'll treat you, to everything so good,
Ill meet you, you know i would.
Can i tell you, that you can never go.
Do i have to, or do you already know.
I just get so lost in the milky water that is you.
It softens me, it melts me down into you .
i love it
when river reaches sea, cause its salty and i really love the sting.
Oh you shock me, you bring me to my knees
I can tell you that i will never leave cause you make me, you make me breathe.
Theres nothing like it.
When river reaches sea, its so jolting it really impresses me.
And i can flow forever.
Forever in you.
You carry youself so softly theres so much weight in you.
You merge just peftect with every thing in me.
I can tell you i really love it when river reaches sea. theres something to it. like i've never seen.
And its amazing when you there, and river reaches sea i can tell you about it, but its to beautiful to believe.
Can you imagine the water from the sea so sweetly suprised by the coolness of the spring.
And the river she's been waiting and she still is, just to penetrate the stillness of the ocean abyss.
And i was there to see it, emtions running high, the river and the sea will never run dry. The river coaxed me out. She brushed my down the bank and the ocean opened wide deep into i sank.
Falling to the bottom i felt loves arms around my waste
Turning into it lovely to see your face.
and some times i forget how much different we really are.
But its always the best when river reaches sea. it is always beautiful when you reach me,
You tell me of the stillness that you found way deep inside, I'll bring you all my currents i refuse to hide.
You can show me how to mellow to a stillness so profound. I can bring you movement love and sound.
what would happen if river never reached sea. The freshness of the land would never know salty.
I cant imagine never reaching sea. I cant imagine the ocean with out me.

[racsabir]

Very nice i like it

[MaryMagdaQueenofQueens]

The Moon has landed and I am on my feet
I will not slow, and I will not be discreet.
I will not bow to the Son at night
I will not feel in the darkness, fright.
I am love and I am light,
But in this darkness, I am night.
And in this void, I find my fear
Because they are all accepted here.
Mother loves while fathers away
Takes me now in any way.
She holds me close, this darkest womb
I find comfort in this room.
i find comfort in this emptiness,
This blackened hole void abyss
this place of Space so ever present
No need to fear where your fears are respected.
Let them come out in the darkest corner,
be accepted by their mother
she will hold them in her arms,
and they will do you no more harms
And she will bring them to the light
Mother loves you, in the night.