So first i was at the mental hospital for a few. And had this dream:
I was not really a "person" as in some dreams i am not, i would be looking from different angles, Some times i feel that i am dreaming or knowing before actually getting conscious and recording the dream. yet feel i was there, but like a movie or a "watcher" however i felt that this dream was past or "now" and not 'future' I was looking at this very beautiful woman 25-27 who had this satisfaction writen all over her face, she was very beautiful, i would know that she was Immortal, and that this surrounding is what i pictured as 'paradise' she put a pack of cigarettes on the ground. and put herself in a big freezer, as she locked herself into the freezer, i woke up, and in the morning someone just whispered 'nichole' and i found myself like a realization comming to me, and saying "do not take the sun from me" without knowing what it was, i would want her to be my one and only from paradise, the reason being is timing. :)
Dream 2:
This dream is abit out of my sense of reality, and that is why i find it strange, cause it seemed so real to me. I have never had such a different reality dream before. This time i was an 'identity' It was this magnificent automatic energy on many many levels, i was visiting the top with like natural energy born 'human-like' (but did not have anger/love) it felt like joy. that was sending thoughts in pairs in some telepathy way i would think they were sending experiences with example love/hate, and others flying around like me, And there were many many levels of strange things, very very beautiful (yet you didnt look for beauty as you were part of beauty)
Dream 3:
I had a strange occurence in real life first of all, i saw a big grasshopper in my room, and telepathicly it (said in my mind Lol) "kalil" or that was what i was thinking about when i saw it (without knowing anyone named kalil)
So next i dream about a palace, with a human like "god" with a grasshopper head saying "kalil khadar khadish" literally an intellegent being in my dream, i felt the pressence, and got scared, it said 'it was khadish' and there was another smiling god aswell. It was i guess mystical, but i got scared of the feeling of a pressence in my dream so i woke up. and there were no grasshopper in my room anymore (i was too lazy to move it out of my room that night) but it was gone again. :)
I never really understood these at all :) Thanks for reading
because for me when i think about them, they can mean alot of things, and they can be alot of things. So whats your opinion? If it is part of a fantasy i am building subconsciously i want to be a brain researcher
/ dream researcher, because then the "brain" is really a fantastic thing, if its spiritual its even more interresting. (and its not only dreams) but no drugs pls