beautiful words

this is a poem i wrote about my tf/sm a long time before i even realized that soulmates really did exist. it's been years that we've been apart now and when i wrote this poem i was in a house arrest type situation and so had no choice but to leave him behind..we actually had a relationship blossoming before i was taken away..
Hearts drawn together then mine taken away,
Locked up alone in a dungeon called home.
Beating rhythms of sorrow and yearning for what was,
Living in a memory, hoping you will still be there.
Upon escape i run straight to you,
Thumping the song of hope, love and eternal happiness.
Only to find out that you're gone.
A lonely heart now beats not,
But writhes in anguish in the gallop of a broken song.
Clinging to every remnant of you,
Hoping that you don't need her like i need you.
Until he comes along.He sparks an interest, wraps the wounds.
His heart tells me he'll make me better, he'll make me happy again.
He'll give me the life that you ripped away.
And like a bandaid he works, covering the bloody mess of hurt.
And then you ripped it off.
All it took was one acknowledgement from you and i was hooked.
You ripped off the bandaid before it was ready,
You pulled apart the delicate clots of pain and suffering.
You opened me up and pulled me back to you.
You made me relapse, unable to escape your sweet intoxication.
To you like a drug i am addicted.
I will be forever yours, body, mind and soul.
Like with a drug, the withdrawal of you will shred me apart from the inside out.
Like a drug, in the end, you will kill me.