I wish I could get a second chance at life

[lashon20]

So I made a grave mistake and got lured down the wrong path and a dark path and wish I could go back and change it. I unknowingly made a pact for life with malevolent deities being gullible and thinking another deity was helping me and didn’t realize it was evil. Then I lol at numerous videos of people talking about how they made pacts or blood oaths with you know who and they turned their life around and joined the church.

Then they talk about how Jesus or God spoke to them and helped them or told them don’t do it. These beings have destroyed me and my family’s lives and im gonna pay for it. Then my boyfriend burned a petition to these entities showing that he wasn’t afraid and that made things worse for me and then they started targeting our kids. They rewrote the contract that I unknowingly made with them and completely took over and have done something to other family members I believe.

I gave this guy on Etsy my photo and he said the severed a few of my cords to my crown chakra, capped my junk dna so I can’t evolve or ascend and Jeri reincarnating over and over trapped in 3D with no love, abundance,etc. They damned me to hell permanently and he said my aura is pure black and locked with negative energies. He said I have tons of contracts and pacts that were made. These were not made willingly, these beings were possessing me and did it while I was sleep. He told me it’s because I’m calling on these beings. I told him I haven’t called on anything. He said all of my chakras are shut down and out of alignment.

This lady told me my angels couldn’t protect me because I turned dark and against the light. I’ve tried going to church and praying but that hadn’t helped. Actually I was praying when this first started and it hasn’t helped. I know I shouldn’t be playing the victim but this is very bad and sounds pretty much over for me permanently. I shouldn’t had been gullible and allowed them to trick me into throwing out everything, giving away my car and quitting my job. I was told I was being sabotaged but I still didn’t listen and I wish I did because I wouldn’t be in the shape im in.

But the big thing is I wish I hadn’t did what I did 3 years ago and me not my kids would be dealing with this. I hold a lot of regret for everything I’ve done. This is permanent for me and my family. I wish the angels, God, and Jesus, the Archangels could help me because it truly was a mistake.

[Nikos1982]

Do you have love in you ? for just yourself let's say ?

[lashon20]

Well I did but so much has happened to me and my family and they have negative energy around me and it has really affected me. This has really turned my life upside down.

[Redchic12]

Lashon. Click on Astral Travelling on this forum, then click on Near Death Experiences at the top of the thread. You will find that someone has posted an article by Spirit Guide Sparrow called “Evil” which may be helpful to you.

[Starman]

You can get a second chance, a third chance, as many chances at life as you need to get it right. What you went through are lessons, lessons which need to be learned. If you want to change your life change your vibration; its that simple.

There are many ways to change your vibration, one is to think positive thoughts and leave the negative stuff alone, another is to take relaxing baths that will help cleanse how you feel. Read some of the posts here and you may find out how to start over. I have started over, re-created myself, many times in this lifetime.

We all make mistakes, just do not make the mistakes that you can not correct. You innocently embraced something that you now view as sinister. Learn from it and move on. You are not the first and you will not be the last to make the mistakes you have made. You are not alone in this.

When I fill myself with love, when I feel the fullness of light within me, everything on the outside in my daily life falls into place. What you do on the inside of you will reflect on the outside of you. If you are quiet and at peace on the inside your life on the outside just may reflect that.

I have an excellent relationship with my deeper being (soul) and that relationship has never lead me astray. Your soul or deeper being can protect you if you embrace it; this is my experience. Inner silence is precious. Also, in my opinion, prayer works.

[lashon20]

Thanks, I’ll take you alls advice.

[Ordnael]

There is a concept in magic called 'substitute'. It could be a doll made of wood, cloth, clay or whatever. It's not voodoo because you're not using it to cause harm, but to drive off evil spirits.

Basically you just have to create a doll resembling the person being affected, in this case you and your boyfriend, sprinkle some of your DNA on it and tell the spirits to attack and unleash their anger on it.

It's like giving a toy for a dog to bite. I'd recommend you also leave an offering to them daily to show your goodwill, like some leftover food. Keep these things outside your house in a corner and pray that they accept your apologies. Don't confront them if you're not powerful enough.

Let us know how it goes.

[Hemera]

God, Jesus, the angels etc CAN help you. But it takes faith and motivation to leave the past behind and ask for their help. Do everything that Starman suggested and realise the light that is your soul. Your soul is always connected to God and Jesus and other spiritual beings.