Whatever your sign...do you like it????

[rainbow.sprinkles]

my sun sign is Aries and it doesn't fit me very well. I'm stubborn and can be fiery when externally provoked... but I'm not remotely a leader, I'm a textbook introvert, lack self-confidence, scared of aggression, rarely impulsive, not even slightly a thrill seeker, total homebody, pessimistic, etc. I honestly wish I was more of an Aries in some ways, I'd love to be more fearless and extroverted and spontaneous. I also love other Aries so yeah, I like Aries fine, I just wish it fit me better.

however, my moon sign is Scorpio and it fits me to a T. I don't mind being more of a Scorpio, but I could live with being less moody and emotionally dramatic, but then I have borderline personality disorder so there's no getting around that haha.

I have Gemini rising and from what I've read, it fits pretty well. I like learning and being a student. I think I probably come across to some people as having the 2 (if not more) different sides to me, mainly due to the BPD. I've always felt I exist in a dialectic - on the one hand, I'm bright and bubbly and laugh a lot and like unicorns and glitter and fluffy things. on the other hand, I'm dark and negative and wear a lot of black and succumb easily to my depression and listen to a lot of sad/emotional music, etc. they're both equally authentic to who I am. it just depends on the day, what's going on and how I feel. I don't mind it about myself. keeps things interesting haha.

I also have the physical traits of a Gemini which I find interesting - I'm slender, long limbs, blonde, light eyes, pale, thin lips, very young looking.