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Our family dog died. Something happened
My family would not be a family without that dog. I would not have much contact with my mother without the dog. I loved him more than most things in this world. I am an adult, almost 30 year old man and I didn't even live with him so it was odd.
The dog got very sick. He just suffered so we decided to let him go. All of his family was there. He was worried about us. It was like he knew he was leaving. As he was asleep I saw a ball of light leaving his body. It disappeared quickly but I felt really calm suddenly. I looked up and the sealing was full of bright light. After that I knew he was gone and the doctor said it was so after trying to listen to his heart. I knew without her telling me. I saw it. I just know he was happy to go after all. I know he is still somewhere in there. The calm feeling was over very quickly. He was just gone. The body started to go cold and he was not present.
I have lost people but not anyone this close. It's hard to get close to me but that dog did it. It feels unbearable that he is gone. He almost died as a pup. I didn't know it back then. I just saw a ball of light at the night. I got a phone call in the morning. He almost died at that time I saw the ball of light. The doctors didn't give us much hope but he was almost 9 years old as he died.
I think he just went somewhere and he doesn't have to suffer anymore. That light was so pure. I can't believe that I am just crazy. I see things but they always make sense. I never see anything that means nothing or has no purpose. I have seen psychiatrists but they always tell me I am not psychotic. They can't understand why I see this stuff. I have let them to convince me I am crazy anyway but that is going to end. I am not crazy.
I have no fear of death anymore. I saw it. It's more scary if you can't just go. So just go if you have to.
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