Almost, but not quite

I originally posted this in another forum, but realized that I should have posted here.

My grandmother died in February. I didn't feel her, at all until recently. Now, I feel her and I see her and I know she is desperately trying to tell me something, but I just can't get it. Any suggestions? I have guides I talk to, but I don't normally hear people who have died. I can sense them and sometimes they leave me messages, but I've never had anyone try so hard to talk to me. I don't know what to do to get her message. I think she even tried to come to me in a dream, but I still couldn't hear her. Is there any way to make it more clear?

[Uma]

Autumn, have you tried automatic writing? Ask a question and write whatever pops into your head...might take a few warm ups before she comes through you.

That's a good idea. I tried it many years ago and didn't have any luck, I'll try again.

The only message I got was "I'm Here!". Could that be right? She seemed to have such an urgency and I'm a bit surprised that was all she wanted to tell me.

Well she may just have wished you to know that she is OK in the spirit world! Often that is just the message they want to get through.

Sometimes spirit underestimate the power of the emotion they are conveying through their attempts to contact you. That's all that happened - she was trying real hard. :)

That makes sense. She always told me she would try to contact me and let me know she was okay. I'm not surprised that she was trying hard.