My High School friend got married

And although I wish her well, I have this overwhelming sense of heartbreak from the relationship that just ended about a month ago...

I'm sure he's already forgotten about me, and there is a lot I need to let go of.

I always seem to attract drug addicts and people who aren't good for me, and then when I look at my friends (which I know I shouldn't do, but alas...) and they can find good partners, it makes me sad and as if I am doing something wrong.

I think I just feel upset.

[astralsuzy]

You say your friends got good partners. You can too. You can change things. You can meet nice people. Anyone that is not nice forget them. Your friends will be talking about you when you meet someone nice. You deserve to meet nice people. I can understand how you would feel about your friend getting married. Oh well, that is life. You must be feeling a bit down in the dumps. You will have to move on and meet someone that is right for you. At the moment I would just go out and have a good time without worrying about trying to meet the right person.

[Flowers]

just try and engage with the good guys

Something within you is attracting these kind of people. I used to wonder the same thing about friends and family who were in healthy relationships and it all came down to one thing: low self-esteem.

Maybe try spending time working on you rather than getting involved in relationships that do not help you to grow in any way.