Seeking an empath

Hello, I am looking for advice on where to find empaths. I feel this way about them "I barely know who she is, and... and who she is changes the moment the next man comes into the room. And I find myself hoping that the next man won't come in." In other words I recognize that empaths are very good at molding to the needs of the individual. They are emotionally flexible and so able to attract a wide variety of people but I feel we are both lesser without one another. For a long time I was angry and bitter toward them because of the basic disparities in our psychological profiles. I tend to be more distant. Often it is necessary in the work of a sage, alchemist, mystic, or druid. Some knowledge must be kept hidden. If you have read the omens you know of what I am speaking. Carrying this burden is very heavy at times. I notice at times that when I seek out the divine feminine I find your face. I do not wish to burden you and I know you have Duties elsewhere. She has already intervened several times when I was in darkness. I have only encountered her once when I was in the high mind. I am asking because I am unsure how to deal with my sexual aspect to unify it into the thoughts of God without her. If you have seen her leave omens to point me in the correct direction.

Empath Community by Elise Lebeau is a good place to go. :) There are many MANY empaths there.