Ok so since the moment i met him i truly believed he was 'The One' After our separation i stumbled across this forum and the concept of twins so i guess i applied that theory to how i was feeling.
The reason for my u-turn?
Im insanely jealous and competitive and no matter how much 'work' i do i cant erase these feelings! And these are clearly not real twin flame emotions, are they?!
I want to top everything he does, i feel like im living in the shadow of his life in a way. Everything i do seems to be subconciously done to compete with him. Does anyone else feel like this? I want to drop this 'twin flame' label, sort this out once and for all and only then will these whole sorry saga be over.
Is this normal, i know these are my issues and only mine to sort but i wondered if anyone else could relate?
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