All I wanted was some advice.

Originally Posted by Hologram8

I was a righteous upright christian and a lot of people were evil to me to the point that I would go home and scream evil stuff at the walls --- I should have just kept quiet

to never be angry or fearful would be a huge accomplishment - not so easy though

I think it can be maintained but not done ! Four years ago I got confronted to all the horror the human kind is capable, in the name of [insert whatever you want here].

All that anger taken in me expressed itself during the next four years, up until last december.

Now I'm back to our natural state ! I think seeing inner peace (never be angry or fearful) as an achievement is like seeing it above us, while it is within reach !

Peace to all