Trying to find someone

About two years ago I was engaged to a very controlling and abusive person. At the time my aunt was losing her final battle with cancer and when I saw her near the end she could remember nothing about me except that. It breaks my heart that she passed never knowing that I left him, or got to know the wonderful mate I have now. It hit me a few days ago that my and my mate's wedding is coming up, and that I feel she should be here. I feel that she should have been a part of this. Worst of all she never knew that I was ok, and that I made myself safe. I've been trying to get in contact with her to tell her all of this, but I can't seem to find her and my guides aren't being much help lately. Anyone have any advice?

[Alchemilla]

Dear Xenophilia

In my opinion, people in spirit know what is going on in our lives. They even know our innermost thoughts. So your aunt knows that you are save now, and she is rejoicing with you. I am pretty sure that she will even be at your wedding if you want her to.

About how to communicate with her. Just think of her, and she will come to you. Then you can speak with her. Maybe, if you are sensitive, you will get some response, a thought, a feeling, an impression. But even if you don't, be assured that she will hear you nonetheless. You don't even have to speak the words out lout, it's enough to think them.

Hope this is a bit of help.