New life

[JustBe]

Many see life as an arranged order
Of their mind, belief and knowledge
Source has no agenda or mind in its orchestration
The fullness of life moves through us all
Opportunities and potentials abound

We stand, life delivers through the fullness of our lives
We witness, recognise where we are
What we can see, what we feel
Our senses all orchestrated by
The inner being as it only knows

Beyond our senses in stillness
Silence is the breath
The living breathing response
That says
‘I’m alive’


Giving birth to myself
I enter the world of chaos
I learn and model through what is
Called to life
By the ever changing
Life infused order
Humans design

Yet as my birthright
I remember my wholeness
My trauma never fully encompassing
Through the nurture and care
That shines within it

As the seed I become, infuses with life
Growth beyond my foundations
Brings me into the pool of consciousness
The many streams
Dictated by life’s creations

This swirling maze, lifting, submerging
Spiralling me into its clutches
The gravitational pull
Pushing me, pulling me
Holding me
Encompassing me

I fall, I rise
I fall again
I rise to see
I rise to feel
I rise to witness


Those spirals are a decadent
Invitation to life
That I am
In me

An invitation to notice life
Seeking to express fully through me
Wisdom gained through introspection
Lends me clarity
To know

All the stories of life I tell
We’re simply to get me to see
Feel and express life fully

When the story of life I told,falls away
There is only life
How much of it in me
I breathe in
Let go of
Let in
Let flow

Is all life wanted from me
When I thought it wanted more
When I thought I knew the way
The reasons, the stories
I held, I thought I knew
Simply all fall into the arms of life

Disappear and life begins once more

When you understand
Your place as life
Observe yourself as nature
Observe your true essence

You see the game and seeds of life
Entrusted into the hands of mankind
Who has forgotten ones origin
Beyond the battles
They play with themselves and others

[JustBe]

Becoming what you need


Life isn’t all roses and sweetness
Delight in beautiful things
Life will show you broken messes
Loss of your wings

Trauma and battles
Wars from hard men
Disempowered woman
Lost and without zen

It will show you hardships
Struggles, broken hearts and grief
Coldness and harshness
You’ll fall in a heap

When your trauma and battles
Have never felt love
Have never witnessed rainbows
Or beautiful white doves

You’ll be lost in this desert
Broken and alone
Thirsty and hungry
Longing for home

At times you won’t know
What this home is in you
Because life through its models
Never shone through

To light up this garden
To let it shine so bright
Where you see beyond brokenness
And stand fully as light

In the darkness you caved in
Locked yourself up alone
Broken by the chaos
And mess that you cloned

As you as all this
Nothing more to see
Just suppressed hidden brokenness
Where your submersed
Without thought you’d be free

To build what you need
Broken by the world
Inside your home
Whether your a boy or a girl

Whether a mother or father
A partner or a foe
Where you’ve never succeeded
To change every blow

Every lack, every need
Every let down they struck
You as the one
Must become all needs
where they sucked!


All of this as you
Laid down as the dual broken mess
Must surely surrender
And fill this long held nest

While the trauma of lack
Continues to feed
The fill from new horizons
Will never succeed

To let you see how beyond them
You must become all those blows
No longer resistant
To the universal flow

That fills your cup overflowing
Creates a life abundantly rich
Where the beauty in chaos
And all broken mess
Is forged into unity
No longer will the strain

Of others and you
Be battling and in blame