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Originally Posted by hallow
What inspired you to become spiritual? Were you taught as a young child to believe what you believe? Was it one major event, did one day you just want to become spiritual, or is it a slow maturing type of process? Whatever your beliefs are share your story.
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An immense feeling of powerlessness, futility, and in general utter lack of control is what led me to spirituality. There were tremors that led up to the earthquake. Of course I was totally blind to them, I'm not a seismologist! lol.
I remember being so full of hatred and anger I was like "fine, I can't control this energy anymore. God, universe, everyone else who isn't me, deal with it please". I gave it all away, the energy of who I am, and the universe was happy, it gave it back to me, I gave it back again, the universe gave it back again. This cycle went into infinity and I experienced what I assume is the highest level of bliss humanly possible. The afterglow from that night lasted for 40 days, 42 before I noticed a sharp decline. I presume my body just couldn't handle it anymore and crashed.
It's been a cat and mouse game ever since.
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