Painful Recurring Dream

[Alassea]

It is incredibly miserable when the person you have an unrequited love for and you are trying to let go of because it would never happen haunts you in your sleep.

It hurts and it's raw when I am conscious and aware during the day and when I try to nap/sleep to forget everything, he goes there as well.

Please just bugger off. I beg of you.

[H:O:R:A:C:E]

firstly, recognize that all of your life experiences are designed to be bringing
you towards a 'happy resolution'. make it your intention to be headed in the
direction of health and happiness, and you'll come into alignment with how
the universe is intending to serve you.
The Proclaimers - I'm On My Way
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_49uyhBIpI

for you to have "an unrequited love" is actually a very positive sign; it's not
something you're needing to 'let go of'. to have become 'fixated' on some
specific personage as the only means to providing you with 'actualization'
of your love interest isn't helpful, and that can be released.

if i'm understanding your situation correctly, you've developed an infatuation for
a public figure; an actor. this is almost certainly not representing an authentic
'twin-flame'-type relationship (in my opinion).
consider the possibility that your true love partner has sensed himself as being
held away from you through circumstances (my guess is it being due to some
judgments you've set in place somewhere/sometime). perhaps the only way
he's been able to approach your awareness is through adopting the guise of
that performer... acting as if he were that actor.

would you still love your true love if he were cast in the role of a frog, instead
of a prince? that may strike at the core of your dilemma. it may be that you're
'hung-up' on appearances, rather than getting to the substance of things;
distracted by the glitz and glamour.
for you to have 'unrequited love' has the promise of that becoming a fulfilling
love experience... if you can allow it to unfold without holding expectations for
how it must do so in order to provide you with satisfaction.
Journey - Don't Stop Believin'
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1k8craCGpgs

[Alassea]

I’ve addressed this before but his roles have got nothing to do with how I see him and I dislike a lot of the roles he chose. I am completely detached about him as an actor and the occupation he chose.
The only thing I find regretful is that he is out of reach and famous but he chose that life for himself.

I’ve also addressed his flaws and violent side. I absolutely detest the entertainment industry and want to have nothing to do with famous people. Ever. There’s no glitz and glamour here.
It’s why I’m bewildered and on here in the first place.

I don’t think this is twin flame connection either but I’m not dismissing the possibility. I really do need to let go and carry on with my life.
I don’t want to wait for anyone else. This is painful and I’ve had enough. I was happy with solitude before. I can do it again.

[H:O:R:A:C:E]

my thinking is that you've provided your love-interest with an identity...
that famous personage...
but that your 'true-love' is an entity distinct from him.

"I was happy with solitude before."
it could be that your happiness has spawned an energy which is your
'rightful love'. it could be that such an energy has yet to achieve becoming
manifest into an earthly form... but it has experimented with having done
so, utilizing the actor as a stand-in performer.
"I can do it again."
perhaps that will provide enough energy for your love interest to manifest
more fully?

the point may be to disregard being paired-off or not; just be happy in
whatever conditions you find yourself to be involved with (?).
open your sails and set your course towards happiness.
don't jump ship when you pass an island which seems to offer 'the right things'.
Those Moments...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XtRlkEI8SV4