madonna got booed

[ragdoll]

Also another dream I had last night had me showing someone some old memories like taking them through time to see what parts of the past were like. We were at some sort of show and Madonna was there. She sort of popped up on a staircase with no railing and was wearing jodhpurs, a corset over a blouse, and on the corner was the cone bra but instead of cones there were boots hanging off. People booed her and she ended up leaving. The place was very fancy like a french place, with a cafe outside, everything was trimmed and landscaped. There was a stream in a canal outside too.

[Michelle11]

I suspect this dream may be the root of your insecurity. You had very a open minded sincere belief in yourself until others put the things you did down causing you to lose sight of your immense talent. Has this happened to you? Have you been criticized a lot in your life? The judgment may have colored your ability to see your raw talent.

Madonna could also conceptually just be referencing the mother or mother aspect. Perhaps your mother did something that you found embarrassing or it was unpopular or perhaps you're the mother that's being referenced. You'll know what fits best.

[ragdoll]

Yeah my life is a constant critique lol

I am gearing up to do a creative project but it's been slow going. I don't know if it's loss of confidence. I know what I can do. I think it's that I'm tired of critique and sabotage by others. They can't take advantage of me or ruin what I do of I don't do it.

[ragdoll]

But my mom is very embarrassing at times and a big source of criticism towards me