In Need of DESPERATE Help

I can assure you all that this is telepathic issue. Trust me, I know how it seems. I am a completely rational and sensible person who bases my entire life around logic. When this started happening, it was amazing. My guides encouraged me and everything was great. The problem is, I started doing it too often and getting a little too good at it. I would constantly bother other people by forcing them to listen to my thoughts (on accident). It got to the point where everytime I thought of somebody, it was like we were having a complete conversation, except I have been told I am much more annoying in my head.

My guides fear that I am disturbing the fabric of which the way the world works. It is too easy for me to do it, it is such a problem that it has consumed me. If telling a Doctor that I am schizo or something will subdue this part of my brain, then I guess I will do that.But I am very meticulous about everything in my life, too much so in fact. If I wasn't absolutely sure the problem was telepathic, I find it hard to believe I would be here.

For those of you that have helped, just by your responses, I could tell I came to a good place. I can tell people here actually are legit about having experience. To those I am thankful. To the people who have offered doubt, I understand why but I assure you this is not a mental problem. I would give anything to slow the stream of thoughts I am having and return to my beautiful life. Life is amazing, and I just don't see myself ever taking my own life. I may feel that way sometimes, but lord knows I would NEVER do it. I guess its just an over-dramatic way I used to express my feelings.

Again, I can tell this place is the place to be. For all of the positive input, I am grateful. If anybody has more to add, good or bad, I would love to hear it. I can use all the help and motivation I can get right now. I just want to get a job, have a girlfriend, raise a family and live a normal life. Telepathy is just not for me. I just don't want to have this ability :(