Loving everyone

[Horse]

Something happened me where my heart got blocked some months ago. An ironically, now I love everyone. I mean EVERYONE. But I don't feel it in my heart clearly. So I should say I love everyone but myself. The more I love myself the more I FEEL the love. I know exactly what I have to do to open up the feeling of love. Its to dedicate myself entirely, do all the difficult things in the name of love, sacrifice myself, do the impossible, be a peaceful warrior of love and climb the highest mountain in the name of love.

I've never heard of anything like this before, but I suppose everyones path is unique. I was blasted out of ego mode some time ago when I was showered with the universal love more intense than anything I knew possible.

Is this my spiritual mission and challenge? I know love in ways not many people do. Can I fight with all my might and regain the FEELING of love in my heart? I suppose I won't know until I try. I fell so low my determination and will isn't so high. But I love everyone, and the least I can do for humanity is blast open my heart and become a beacon of light as opposed to a vacuum of darkness.

I know it in my heart, the signs are all there. If I just so much as think about embarking on the path, I feel the glow of love in my heart. What I really desire more than anything is the powerful compassion, I don't know if I can regain it, but I suppose thats the point, I'm not supposed to know, that would take away from the power of it. Its my duty to do it because its right. Nothing more. I don't need anything in return, any love that comes back is a blessing greater than anything I could ever ask for. I haven't gained to courage yet to just do it, but this vacuum of darkness has no limits it seems, and the further I let myself fall into it, the more evil I become. No better incentive than that. I'm gonna do it. I'll just pray for the strength and courage!

[naturesflow]

Becoming your presence of love is an inclusive interconnected understanding of love, so you come into that space of yourself in all that you are expressing for the world around you.


Understanding all sides of life is understanding your own true nature in everyway you feel and relate to those sides, so within yourself is where you build the presence of compassion and love.

Being open and aware of yourself moving through that darkness often has its own preparation to begin with. So the experience of blissful love has allowed you to be "aware" of what you can gain when you let go deeper in yourself to the presence of all that you are and contained by.

What do you mean by evil?

[naturesflow]

Loving everyone = loving all of myself

Feeling that love for everyone = feeling that love for myself from within

[H:O:R:A:C:E]

that "vacuum of darkness" might be a mirage... it's a means for you to
test your resolve. once you've experienced that testing a sufficient number
of times, you'll grow tired of the question and allow yourself to be yourself.
you are a spark of light in the darkness, and as you dispel the dark your
radiance grows ever stronger. it requires no effort whatsoever to be what
you are, so don't worry over accumulating strength and courage to be you.

[Visitor]

Simply love the love that loves you.

[Aube Borealis]

Originally Posted by Horse

I know it in my heart, the signs are all there. If I just so much as think about embarking on the path, I feel the glow of love in my heart. What I really desire more than anything is the powerful compassion, I don't know if I can regain it, but I suppose thats the point, I'm not supposed to know, that would take away from the power of it. Its my duty to do it because its right. Nothing more. I don't need anything in return, any love that comes back is a blessing greater than anything I could ever ask for. I haven't gained to courage yet to just do it, but this vacuum of darkness has no limits it seems, and the further I let myself fall into it, the more evil I become. No better incentive than that. I'm gonna do it. I'll just pray for the strength and courage!

That is a mature move after all the things happened you still embrace the light.
Give it time for yourself to heal. It is encouraging to know people transform the negative things happened to a positive light that will benefit not only others but specially yourself.

I wish you all the best to chosen path.

like go a loving doesn't loose, loving as us going down to stood
up. we feel that make the meteors and sun and co. materialed

i'd grab the loving with iron fist, as take up loving

i'd see as the non
obnoxious, and i'd
keep bulldosing
that, that's how
i plan on start
loving

[lemex]

Originally Posted by Horse

Something happened me where my heart got blocked some months ago. An ironically, now I love everyone. I mean EVERYONE. But I don't feel it in my heart clearly. So I should say I love everyone but myself. The more I love myself the more I FEEL the love. I know exactly what I have to do to open up the feeling of love. Its to dedicate myself entirely, do all the difficult things in the name of love, sacrifice myself, do the impossible, be a peaceful warrior of love and climb the highest mountain in the name of love.

I've never heard of anything like this before, but I suppose everyones path is unique.

Is this my spiritual mission and challenge?

This is me to.

Since this is me, I have come to see the experience of it a common spiritual mission, learning. I've always put others before myself to in the area of love.

we are supposed to blend match with heart at our people environments, is all

true, we snacked meditations played off better, based on
forgive all the load we have been through is delicious to

instant all caps forgiveing load as we go drop drop tops, is what i want on me