My experience

[gravitysrainbow]

I've been thinking about him a lot. It's difficult to explain, but when I focus less on who he is as a person in this life and concentrate more on his overall energy (an obscure, vast essence) I somehow make a strong connection and feel what he feels, know his thoughts, etc. Last night I made this connection and prayed to angels in aiding me with this process of back and forth communication. I sent phrases of encouragement and heard my own voice echo in my mind. I hope this meant my attempt worked. I also felt a strong rush of energy that wasn't my own. He was indeed thinking of me. It felt desperate, as if he's finally received intuitive understanding that I exist, but is overwhelmed by the thought of looking for me. I'm confident that we've finally acknowledged one another. It's the search that I'm not confident about. We're both sensitive and have all-or-nothing attitudes. He's still resentful that I've been hiding.

I wish I could clearly state to him that in the past, the timing wasn't right, that I strayed from my path and made a mistake. I'd tell him that one day soon, he won't feel so alone and that I couldn't pursue this on just a hunch. In the mean time, I'll keep my heart and my mind open, think of him with fondness, and pray for his peace of mind. If he is who I feel he is, we'll get there inevitably.

[durgaa]

It's difficult to explain, but when I focus less on who he is as a person in this life and concentrate more on his overall energy (an obscure, vast essence) I somehow make a strong connection and feel what he feels, know his thoughts, etc.

Yes, this is always the best way IMO. The Higher-Self or Soul is the true self and it's consciousness is vast.. lf we just concentrate on the little ego we'll always have problems..

[gravitysrainbow]

It's such a vague feeling - it's peaceful and "under-whelming" in a relaxing way. It's comfortable. That's the best way I can think of explaining it. You can't truly label or pinpoint it - it just Is. I like it because no matter our circumstances, flaws, issues, our higher selves are beautiful at the core. :)

[Ascension]

Originally Posted by gravitysrainbow

I wish I could clearly state to him that in the past, the timing wasn't right, that I strayed from my path and made a mistake. I'd tell him that one day soon, he won't feel so alone and that I couldn't pursue this on just a hunch. In the mean time, I'll keep my heart and my mind open, think of him with fondness, and pray for his peace of mind. If he is who I feel he is, we'll get there inevitably.

you made my day ...

[gravitysrainbow]

Aww, glad I could do that, Ascension! I'm speaking my truth today. I'm always thankful when it resonates with other people. If compassion and love is infectious, maybe it makes a difference, however small that difference might be. Love and light, friend.