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I haven't been able to mediate properly for a long time...
Basically, i just started a business restoring furniture and creating things out of reclaimed wood. As you can imagine, starting a business takes up a lot of time and effort.. Well, when i have been meditating every night i have been falling asleep because i have been so busy...and i can see the effects the lack of meditation has had on me, I've relapsed on many of things and i feel as though i have little interest in Buddhism any more, even though i know how important it is to follow a spiritual path. I feel like a wandering lost child now. I still try to meditate every night but if i'm falling asleep almost straight away then it is actually useless. I know that its just great that i'm still putting effort in and at least i am trying but, i just wish i could get back into the swing of it.
I don't even know what i'm asking for here. Please help?
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